So this is my first girlfriend and really my only. I am going to marry her and such. We were the only people we have had sex with. Now she has had sex with another guy basically, during the threesome and when she was running around with him. I told her I was jealous of that she got to have someone els but I never will or have. She told me to go and do something with another girl but she doesn't want to know about it, She said that she only wants like a key word to know that something did happen and that I used protection.
Now I don't know what to do. I don't feel like I could really do that in such a way. I did ask the one person I have always thought of who happens to be an old friend of mine and good friends with my girlfriend. But was denied since she is tied up in her own relations. I was hopping for that friend because finding a stranger for a one time thing doesn't seem like its possible for me.
I am kinda lost what to do. I don't know any other girls who would want to do anything of the sort with me. And at the same time don't know if I could really do that to my girlfriend.
So am I just better off being the one woman man and never experiencing another woman's touch or what.
This post has been edited by Randomking: Sat Feb 13, 2010 07:24 PM