Fantasy to Reality = disapointment ?
Posted Tue Jun 29, 2010 03:48 PM
Many years ago I use to hang out with this kid, he had 5 sisters and only one of them was hot. She was several years older than us and lived with her BF at the time. We use to hang out at hr place alot, she use to buy us beer and stuff and was pretty cool about smoking pot and would often let us safely indulge while at her place. Anyways, there was something about her, she was very sexual and was extremely open about discussing anything sex that she had or had not done yet. I cannot tell you how horny she use to make me feel, seeing all her lingeries and panties kicking around, I masterbated to thoughts of her off and on for many years.
As time went on I grew up, my buddies sister was now in and out of relationships all the time. Seems she could never find the right guy and would play the field often. Well one night she was going to hang with this one guy, she had little interest in him sexually but he was supplying the drinks and the weed so she was going ot hang out with him. She had asked us to come get her in like two hours so she could get her buzz on but not have to stay and put out. My buddy declined and said he wasn't going ot come out after he got in, so then she asked me and I agreed. Well the 2 hours were up so I did as she asked and I went knocking on this guys door for her. I made up some excuse about her kid and the babysitter and said that she had to go home and take care of her son. She left and had me follow in tow, she told me that she didn't want to go home and still wanted to just hang out. Being only 20 y/o I couldn't really take her anywhere due to not being aloud into bars so I suggested that she could come hang at my house and we could play cards or watch TV and smoke, she agreed.
When we got to my house neither of my parents were awake nor were any of my siblings home, this was perfect. As we sat on the couch she started talking sex with me. She was asking questions about what ive done and what I'd like to try. I was super excited, I had jerked off to thougts of this girl many a nights and I could feel where this was heading. I really had no answer for her besides blowjobs and straight sex. She sat there for a minute in silence then she finally spoke. She told me that she always thought I was cute but was always too young to break in but now that Im older she was wonder what sex would be like with me and then she asked if I had ever thought about her and I told her I had. Thats all she needed to hear and she began reaching for me, I followed her lead and we undressed. I tried to kiss her but she pulled away, she told me she just wanted to fuck and to stick my dick in her and pump away. This was nothing how I had imagined, I was still horny so I did as she requested. She wouldn't change postions or anything, she just layed there like a dead fish. I pumped and pumped trying to get some form of emotion from her but nope, nothing worked. I at that point just decided to finish up, I pumped a few more times and then came. After I came she put her clothes back on and then asked me to walk her home so I did.
I was so let down by her, after all those years of listening to her talk about all the crazy sex she had I had built up this incredible sexual dirty thoughts of the things her and I would do if we ever got the chance and after getting my chance she was a total bummer. I never jerked off to thoughts of her again after that, even thinking about it now my dick goes limp. I had thought she would have been the best sex of my life at that time but she turned out to be one of the most unexcitable experiences that I had had even to this day.
so anyone else have a similar let down ? Or maybe you had better luck with yours ? If so please share.
Posted Tue Jun 29, 2010 04:21 PM
Losing my virginity, at the ripe age of 19. Long story short, I was with the man I'd been dating on/off for 3+ years. By this time he is 22. I had been away at college the past year - he had come to visit once. But I was an absolute no on intercourse: didn't want any unplanned children - I was going to finish my education. And I had these grand illusions of being a virginal bride. Hells bells. Got home from college that first year and we decided to "do it". I don't remember a fucking thing. I don't remember it enough to say that it was good or bad, for all I know I slept thru it. What I remember is that I was sad because he was way too experienced...he had not waited for me. In my case, it was definitely a defense mechanism, and a few years later, upon graduation from college when I had what I will always call my first REAL sexual experience, I thought I was a virgin - told the man so. Only years later did I remember, upon seeing my "first love", did I remember the encounter. I actually asked him about it, to tell me about it...but still....nothing.
I'll bet there are lots of these kinds of stories out there....
Posted Wed Jun 30, 2010 03:34 AM
But I guess I didn't (can't) really answer the question.
Posted Wed Jun 30, 2010 06:09 AM
But I guess I didn't (can't) really answer the question.
No you can't exactly answer it, however you did reply. lol 151 views and only two replies.....
We all fantasize about somebody, its just some of us actually do get a chance to engage sexually with one of our fantasies. I guess our imaginations are more powerful than we thought. It was a total let down to what I had invisioned it being, I thought it would be great because she turned me on for years. I don't know if it had anything to do with being her brothers friend that held her back or if she was all talk, either case I think she was better off left being in my fantasy than becoming a reality. Now having sex with my mothers coworker.....whole different story....that lady did not disapoint.
Anyways thank you Miss_C and Princess for your replies.
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