I'm pretty devastated at the moment and have to share what happened. Since this topic is too private for me to share with anybody I know I'll share it anonymously here.
I'm 22 and never been with a woman, but that's not even why I'm here. I like porn (mostly girl only, girls posing naked) and can masturbate for hours to it every day (had a lot of free time lately, I know my responses well and can stay close to the orgasm point but avoiding it, and even if ejaculated I could go multiple times a day), I could masturbate to girls in porn that most of you would probably won't even look at, so I thought that when I'd get in a relationship with a girl I'd have no problems in bed.
I'm about to have a serious life change in the next week (will barely have any free time for a very long time), so before it happens, yesterday, I decided to treat myself and called an escort, she was great looking, amazingly sweet to me, total GFE and willing to do anything I asked but no matter what, I just couldn't get it hard enough, huge shock for me that left me crashed.
Looking back at it, the many years of porn consumption, without experiencing anything in real life, had put totally twisted images in my mind so I couldn't get excited enough by the real thing.
At the moment, I'm in a bad mood, totally disgusted by porn, in what is hopefully a rewiring process of my sexual images and fantasies. I hope that it will happen, time will tell.
Thanks for reading, any comments are welcome.
This post has been edited by dnd541: Thu Aug 05, 2010 10:52 AM