Things had started progressing and we talked about doing a swap, had a really great night that included blowjobs, cunnilingus and molesting with our SOs. Come to find out (after she had given my BF a blowjob) she's not attracted to my boyfriend so a full on swap seems to be out of the question for her. It's been two months now and she doesn't make any advances on him, meanwhile her husband can't keep his hands off of me behind closed doors. This has put a lot of stress on my Bf who is rather attracted to her, and the idea of she and I. Not to mention the stress it's putting on me, because I just want my BF to be happy. He's a good looking guy IMO, I found out recently it seems to be his personality she's turned off by.
Shortly before my friends wedding she and I hooked up, and her husband joined in. I was so horny and into the moment that I let him fuck me. At that point I was so horny they could have thrown a dozen guys at me and I'd have done them all. It was nothing major a few pumps and he had to pull out to nut (one of the ground rules we laid out in the beginning should it ever happen.) I've told my BF about my friend and I, how I ate her for the first time and what not but I didn't tell him about her husband's participation. Honestly I'm afraid to. I don't want him to be mad because the hubby got to do me but my bf didn't get to do anyone. (I was visiting my friends, and they live 5 hours away, hubby was at work)
SO... I know it wouldn't be fair to continue doing anything with my friend's hubby while my BF isn't getting anything in return with the swap. Are there any alternatives I could bring up to my BF? I'm going to talk to my friend about tandem sex, she and I doing our respective partners and each other with no swap involved on the guys part but is there anything I can do short of finding a girl for my BF to fuck to make up for what happened?
(I can not bring my self to sleep with any other girl, truly a case of I'm only Bi for her thing.) *sigh* I feel so confused by the whole thing.
This post has been edited by EnigmaticBella: Sat Jan 01, 2011 03:03 PM