However, I had some bizarre sexual fantasy with this ugly girl I met on the internet and I went through with it. I didn't have sex with her but we had oral sex. I felt terrible about it immediately after and asked her to leave. I knew I would feel bad about it BEFORE I went through with it...but I did it anyway.
I'm still seeing my girlfriend of course, and am wondering if I should ever tell her?
If I tell her, it will break her heart and I don't want to do that to her. She would be so crushed and she would never be able to fully trust me again. She is so beautiful and I am such an idiot for doing what I did.
Thoughts on not telling her and just keeping this a secret and never doing such a stupid thing again?
This post has been edited by DJTektonic: Wed Jul 06, 2011 12:42 AM