Posted Sat Feb 24, 2007 11:09 AM
There have been a few women, and when I say a few I mean like maybe three my whole life, that I had this strange attraction to. It was different than any of my attractions to men as it wasn't a tingle in the pussy kinda thing. It was more sensual, I don't know how to describe it.
One of these attractions was with this fitness instructor. She is so incredibly sensual, just the way she talks and moves and when she touched me, oh my god. But it wasn't sexual really, more sensual. It doesn't even make sense to me, I don't know. I never felt that way from a guy before.
Another time my friends all made a bet that if my partner and I lost at beer pong, we had to make out. It was actually incredibly hot and I got really into it. but that was as far as it went.
One other instance a friend of a friend who openly came out and said she wanted me, was rubbing my temples as I laid down, sick from a headache. It was so sensual and maternal? Sounds odd to use that word.
I don't have much of a desire to eat a woman out. But rubbing, caressing, touching, kissing them, and just to those three women I outlined above.
So am I bi-curious? Are my feelings sexual or I'm like wanting a mother figure or something? Some sort of Freudian thing? lol I'm confused.:icon_scra
I'm in Women's Studies so this isn't a new topic for me and we are always talking about the limiting aspects that labels apply. I'm just not sure if this is something I should pursue. I'm a bit scared to. Like maybe it will completely overwhelm me, change everything? I like the way I am now, I don't want to change, and I like men, and I want the whole white picket fence with 2.5 kid thing.
Posted Sat Feb 24, 2007 12:09 PM
So maybe it's not a sexual thing after all?
Posted Sat Feb 24, 2007 12:10 PM
Posted Sat Feb 24, 2007 01:10 PM
Point is, and this is going to sound silly and cliche but, you only live one time and need to experience everything there is to. Do what feels comfortable - don't go out to "The Cherry Pit" just because you feel you have to. Next time one of these impulses happens, let it take control - if both partys are consenting
Posted Sat Feb 24, 2007 01:34 PM
I do enjoy kissing women though. I've kissed 2 women and they were better than any man I've ever kissed. It's gentle and reciprocal, soft, I don't know. It was nice.
Posted Sat Feb 24, 2007 01:43 PM
Posted Tue Feb 27, 2007 08:14 AM