Posted by chrissy_xyz , Sat Nov 01, 2014 09:20 AM
I thought that was bang out of order and told him so in no uncertain terms.
Basically he implied he wanted to force me - I can't use the word he did [tell you why in a moment]
I find this very upsetting.
I'd like to point out to members that while many of us girls are up for it in a big and slutty way, just being up for it and loving cock does not mean we are interested in THAT HEINOUS CRIME.
I know some people may like it as role play and fantasy and I guess that's pretty much fine if you are into that, in the same way some people like BDSM and pain, but this is with your will. The implication I got was that I would be subjected against my will.
I want to make it clear that this is not acceptable and is an assault against women.
On a final note, when I uploaded my blog last week telling this story I used a specific 4 letter word to describe the act - the very same word that was used by the member on live chat - the very same word which upset me so much and led me to sound off.
Apparently that gets you in big trouble.
My blog was deleted and I got an official warning.
This seems churlish and vindictive, but as I understand it rules on SF are exactly that, with no deviation for context and subject matter.
Apparently, now, I am the one who is now the problem.
Almost as bad as a victim who isn't being taken seriously by the police....
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Fri Oct 17, 2014 09:09 AM
So anyway, although I've had a lot of BBC recently, they've tended to be the same BBC. Maybe the irregular guys are not out so much coz of the weather. So I’ve been getting my regular dick from the guys at my house share, but the extracurricular black cock seems to have temporarily gone into hiding. Maybe I’ve fucked them all?
:lol::lol::lol::lol::lol: Well, I’ve been to Bello’s gym regular still and Tubbs ahs been there and I wnet once specially to Bello (the owner), which was great. I hadn’t tasted his Black Cock in my cunt since Marcus took me dogging last year and I’ve dreamed about it constantly. I know I’ve blown him every time I visited the gym, but I haven’t fucked him. He’s got such a big fucking dick for an older guy. I don’t know why I said that… of course older guys can have big dicks – and especially Big Black Dicks. Why should I still be surprised?
Well, the gym was empty and he put up a ‘closed’ sign and banged me three times in an hour. The cum was pouring out of me. Why do black men have so much cum? Is it coz their balls are so much bigger? Is it coz they all naturally want to procreate, to give the world black babies, so they make more and more cum? Hell, I don’t know!!!! Confused!!!!
Anyway, that isn’t what my story is about, I just had to let you all know that Bello has the biggest most cum filled over 40s black cock I’ve ever had (I hope he’s reading this!)
Anyway, so last Thursday its pouring down with rain and I’m standing at the bus stop with my umbrella up and blowin' in the wind and my jeans getting soaked and my hair all wet and my nose running and thinking ‘This is fucking shit’ when this car pulls up, a Vauxhall Astra, biggish sort of thing, and the car horn toots. Who’s this?
I ignore it but he calls out again and he knows my name so I lean down to the half open window. It’s a guy called Rich. i've seen him about. he's a young black dude and he was at one of the parties at the house a few months ago. I fucked him I think, I dunno, I forget., I think I was pissed. I know he runs with a crowd and they sell soft drugs on the street and shit like that, but I didn't think he was old enough to drive. Turns out he is - but he hasn't passed his test. I'm a bit hesitant coz I don't really want to associate with guys who peddle shit - I only fucked him coz I was pissed, right ?
But its fucking pissing down and I'm getting wetter than my pussy so I jump in and we head off. It was warm. The car smelt of cannabis. But I was so pleased to be out of the rain.
“How’s it going, Rich?”
“Sweet, bitch, how’s your sweet piece of ass?”
“Do you talk to girls your age like that?”
“Girls my age are all dumb fucks,” he says, “I need some hot older pussy, like you. Where you been?”
He's all charm isn't he ?
I think he was putting the bravado on, I dunno, I can’t tell with these gang dudes, they talk a different language half the time. I’m really quite posh, you know, I just talk like a dirty slag coz that means I can swear more.
So Rich is driving like a lunatic and I tell him to slow down, but he doesn’t. We nearly hit the bus I’d missed – which is why I was waiting at the bus stop for ten minutes – Jesus! He caught the bloody thing up! – and the garage music was blaring out of the speakers. It suddenly dawns on me that I never saw him in a car, and I’d seen him around plenty, usually hanging at corners or, believe it or not, on a bike. It’s how they distribute the drugs. Faster than walking.
“Did you steal this car?”
“Fucking hell. Stop the car I’m getting out.”
“In this shit? Are you fucking stupid?”
It was tipping it down. You could hardly see shit through the raindrops. It was like a monsoon.
“Where are we going anyway?”
I had shopping with me. .
“Your place, babe.”
“You’re going the wrong way.”
He wasn't for long. It didn’t slow him down. A U-turn that stopped traffic and we were back on track. He drove really fast to my place and pulled in a few houses down, at a duff angle to the kerb, the rear of the car sticking out.
“I want more than thanks, Chrissy.”
I looked at him. He was already undoing his fly and pulling out that great big young black cock. I remembered it instantly. It’s funny how you remember cocks better than faces. It was still pouring. The rain was thumping on the car roof and bonnet making a racket like you’d never heard. What the hell? I can’t resist a black cock.
I leant over and took his cock in hand, smoothing it, running my nails over the japs eye, getting him hard and strong, then I descended onto his fuck stick, taking the first few inches only, before proceeding to go deep and let that black cock invade my throat. I love it. Not content with sucking his length I tried to swallow his balls as well. Impossible but worth a go. My mouth’s just too small. He felt so good in my mouth. He filled my mouth, my throat. I got carried away. I felt my nipples harden. My pussy was juicing up. Oh hell I wanted to fuck him!
It’s so difficult fucking in cars. I pulled down my jeans to my knees and he let out a long groan. I lay onto the seat, reclining it, and Rich moved over, nestling between my half open legs, his big black cock rubbing at the entrance to my cunt. He spat onto his hand and lathered me up and then he entered me with a rough single stroke. Oh god it felt good. Because I wasn’t spread, he felt really huge in me, really tight, just how I like it. I grabbed his bare ass and pulled him in as he thrust in and out and started to shout and swear at me, telling me I was his fucking whore and a white slut and shit like that. People were probably walking past but I guess they couldn't hear us coz of teh monsoon and couldn't see us coz we'd furred up the windows with fuck mist LOL
He didn’t last long before I felt him erupt inside my pussy. We just lay there for a minute listening to the rain. It was biblical out there.
Rich rolled off me and knocked the handbrake. The car started rolling down the camber of the road and he couldn’t hit the foot brake. We slid across the road and smashed into another parked car, an expensive looking low slung thing.
I was already pulling up my jeans.
“Drive off, you idiot!”
He did, pretty quick too, once he got his cock organized back in his trousers. He stopped a couple of streets away and bundled me out. It was still pissing down.
“Thanks for the ride,” I said – that’s an old one! It wasn't even funny, but he grinned at me and said , “No problem. Next time I’ll fuck your ass!”
I got fucking soaked on the way home - I left my umbrella in the car.
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Sat Oct 11, 2014 11:33 AM
I'm shit at running a blog
i get fucked too much :
so here's my entry:
I've been fucking loads of black cock oooooohhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Thu Sep 18, 2014 10:38 AM
I don't really work out. I maybe do a little running, just to look the part, but I’m really going because I like to admire the fit guys who work out and tease them like a bitch. And after, if he's there, I get to suck off the guy who owns it, Bello.
So the gym is on a busy street above some shops and you enter via a door at the rear. I guess it used to be someone’s lodgings or offices or stockrooms. It’s quite spacious and looks out over the street, although the windows have been mottled so no one can see in – which is probably a pretty good thing since I started going there!
Anyways, so I'm on the machine doing some jogging and who should walk in but one of the guys from Saturday night.
I couldn't remember his name and I tried to play it cool, but he recognised me straight away and came to use the machine next to me. I was wearing an all in one leotard, a bit stretched coz its the same one I've had for years and used to fir me when i was younger. Now its like see what you can see - u can see a lot - ass crack, tits, nips, LOL It's one of the few times I wear a bra !!
Anyways we start chatting and he's kinda cool. I don't remember him being quite so big around the tummy when we were fucking - strange how a girl only remembers the cock in her pussy not the body that delivers it. He started to perspire profusely. Too much beer and fried chicken. There are tons of chicken places in London. It's like a fucking disease.
He's allright. He starts flirting, saying I was a hot bitch and that Marcus was a lucky bastard for having me.
'Marcus don't own me," I says, bold as brass and nipples sticking on end, "Any black man can fuck my pussy."
he chuckles. nice deep laugh hehehe gets me all juicy
"u know," i says, There's one muscle the gym can't do anything for.'
He knows it.
He gets off the running machine and grins and goes out to the reception. he's back in a sec and winks at me.
"follow me babe," he whsipers, "one minute."
He goes to the far corner of the gym.I know that room. Its where Bello's wife organises her aerobics classes. The guy has a key and he lets himself in. There were a couple of other dudes there, one white guy, who was eyeing me up but lost interest and a black dude who was well into his pumps, so I jogged a bit more, then carefully picked my way to the back of the gym and opened the door.
The first thing I always notice in a gym is the smell of sweat. This room was like scented candy. A mirror lined the wall. Several thick blue plastic mats were arranged in a diamond on the floor. I shut the door. He was standing in his singlet, the shorts discarded, his cock rising from his groin.
“Sure, babe. What’s your name?”
I later learnt this was because he bore some resemblance to a boxer not because he was fat.
It was odd because we didn’t say anything, just looked at each other. I twirled a strand of hair in my fingers and walked slowly towards him. I took his hand and placed it on my boob and let him feel my hard nipple.
“I heard you’s a fucking sure thing, babe – a real slut.”
"didn't you figure that saturday?"
He didn’t need to answer.
Tubbs was quite a tall guy and I had to reach up a bit to kiss him. He had stubble and it scratched and his belly stopped me getting really close. The smell. The smell of a hot body. It started to turn me on. It was the same aroma you get after a good hard fucking. A sort of dirty, satisfying smell. I took the hem of his singlet and pulled it over his head. The perspiration was running over his skin. I leant in and licked it. Salty. Like cum.
Tubbs responded with a deep sigh.
“C’mon bitch,” he said, “Give me more.”
I pulled the straps of my top down and my tits were all his. He kneaded them, made the teats sore. I loved it. His mouth bit down on a boob and I gasped. He pushed me against the mirror, tore down the leotard and gave me a series of heavy deep kisses. I could feel his cock bouncing against my stomach. It was a meaty package, thick, snakey and uncut, a long foreskin hanging off the tip. I pulled back the skin, exposing the hot pink glands, and his cock seemed to grow even bigger. He might have had a big belly, but his cock easily outstripped the overhang. I got on my knees and started to gobble furiously on his fuck stick. He hadn’t had it since saturday. I could feel his cock swelling, ready for the explosion. He urged me to carry on, his hands splayed on the mirror, me crushed beneath him, consuming his dong for all I was worth. I wanted his cum in my pussy, but he refused, grabbed my head, forced me over the cock, forced me to deep throat him, until he came like a volcano in my mouth. I tried to swallow it all, but some leaked out onto my chest and leotard. He was panting but still hard. Now I too could smell sweat and sex.
I stripped, leaving my trainers on, and spread myself for him, teasing open my fat pussy lips so he could see the pussy juice dripping out of my cunt, the pinkness of my snatch, the hard horny tip of my clitty poking like an arrowhead.
He grabbed at the freshly shaven cunt, his fingers delving into me to the knuckle. He had big hands. I was open. I wanted his cock. He took me hard and fast and cruel. It felt so good and hot and dirty having a big black cock, slamming eagerly into my cunny. Tubbs obviously enjoyed it too. First it was missionary, then doggy, where he kept up a tremendous pace for something like fifteen minutes, slowing, then speeding, then changing direction. He slapped my ass like I was his fucking bitch. I could feel big droplets of sweat splashing from his chin onto the small of my back as he pounded into my cunt with all the steel of a rutting bull and frankly just as big!
At last he was ready to cum again and I begged him to empty into my pussy, but he refused, pulled out and exploded wads of white juicy cum all over my ass cheeks. I spun over and caught the last gobs on my tits and face. Delicious! Both of us were sweating now. I reckon I gave Tubbs more exercise than he got on those bloody treadmills!
There was a roll of paper towels to one side and I used it to wipe myself clean and then cleaned the mats, which were streaked with sweat and spunk.
We both dressed. Tubbs nodded his approval.
“Marcus' right, girl, you’re a fucking slut. I’ll have to see you again soon, bitch.”
And I meant it.
I don’t know if the two guys outside knew what was going on, but the whitey gave me a very strange look!
On the way out I was so insatiable I went down on Bello and blew his monster cock under the reception desk.
The way he was smiling told me it maybe wasn't a coincidence Tubbs ahd met me there, but I didn't mind. It was a good fuck. I think I'm going to get more exercise at the gym !!!
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Tue Sep 16, 2014 08:51 AM
Music was pretty cool. Lots of RnB.
The girls kinda left me alone - they do that to me coz I'm the only white girl there. There was the small Chinese girl who's the GF of one of the guys, the girl I went on holiday with. She's called Jay (well that what she's introduced as, I have no idea how you spell it) and we chatted a bit, which was nice. She has a nice smile.
The dancing was getting pretty hot by one am and Marcus shuffled me out into the throng and started lifting my skirt .
I was wearing stomper heel boots, which made me six inches taller, a tiny backless dress, no panties and my usual smile. I got lots of looks from all the men – maybe because I was the only piece of snatch they could hope to pull LOLthe black girls are too stuck up to fuck
Anyway, Marcus told me I was there to pull black dick, but i reckon all thsoe black girls intimidated the fellas, they don't misbehave in front of their women.
I ended up chatting to these two older guys, not quite my type, but still pretty hot, all sparkly teeth and big chests and hands and brown skin, always a good sign. They loved my reggae dancing and my short skirt showing my hot ass, all exposed as I hadn’t worn panties.
We danced together and they wasted no time telling me what their dirty cocks could do to me slutty cunt. I was loving it. I guess they knew I was fair game, but Marcus came over, had a chat with them, just to prove it.
They took me upstairs to Marcus' room. I picked an opportune moment. We had some bacardi and we could still here the music, but they weren't dancing for long, soon I big hands on my legs and arms and stroking my tits and I reached down to grapple at their flies and release two great big black cocks.
I was stripped in seconds.
I got on my knees in nothing but the boots, sucking one-to-the-other. Hmmmm, their hands were at my tits, squeezing, rolling, pinching my nips, then the fat fingers were slipping in my cunny. I squealed because they were rough fingers. I was already running juice like a fucking river over their hands. The cocks were slippery with my spit and that. I lay down on the bed, bum on the edge, opened my pussy and the first one slides his pole in me. It feels like a fucking baseball bat. It’s so fucking wide and I was exhaling big gobs of air as he eases it in. Damn such a massive cock! He pounded me, fucking hard, just how i like it, and his mate was stuffing his cock into my mouth. I felt I couldn't breathe. I reckon they’d fuck girls like this before. His hands were on my head pulling my throat down his dick and I was choking, I spewed a load of saliva up all over his stalk and it splattered on his balls and stuff, but he didn’t care. Neither did his mate, who was going at my cunt so hard the fucking bed was bashing the wall and making a god awful racket. Thank Christ for Snoop Dogg !
He came on an upstroke and I felt his massive member jerking, 7, 8, 9 times, big jerks, then he fucked me some more and I hear and see the squelching as his cum covered cock kept riding my cooze. He pulled out, hardly soft, and teh second guy moved over so I could suck off all that tasty juice. His cock is warm and slippery and lovely. Hmmhmmm.
The second guy scooped up the cum that was seeping out and spread it over my bald mound, then, shoved his own monster in my pussy. The shock made me gasp. I was riding again. This time I was pulled onto the floor and I went cowgirl, my thighs worked up and down, my burnt cunt lips spread wide over his shaft, up down, up down, oh fuck, fuck, fuck, it couldn’t last.
The other dude was back for more, his cock straining, all vieny and seeming even bigger than before. I tried to suck it, I can only wank him, I couldn't control the jerking at my hips as I rode that fuck stick. I couldn't help it. I screamed and squirted.
I made a fuck of a lot of mess; I rarely squirt, but this time, well, i just had to, and it flowed out of me, that big cock still pumping till it exploded in my pussy, burying another huge load of cum deep in my slut hole. I sat on him, slowly relaxing, slobbering over the fresh hard dick now finally in my mouth.
"Time for your ass baby"
“Oh yes,” I replied, “Fuck my sweet ass, i want it.”
He eased apart my ass cheeks, and spat in that shit hole, using my own squirty juices to lube up my tube, then he forced it in, one huge inch at a time, I was scratching the carpet, crying, it hurt, but I loved it. He slapped my ass,
"Dirty white bitch, fucking whore"
I just encouraged it. He pile drove my shitter and I got carpet burns on my hands and knees. After he came, I felt the other mega-stick stretching my anus and I was brutally fucked again, but i didn’t want this slutty bareback heaven to stop. I wanted all this hot cum in my holes. Finally, after almost ten solid minutes of anal doggy, I felt him shudder, he groaned, and then he stiffened inside me, I felt him pumping that jizz into the deepest deep of my chocolate box. He pulled out and I spun around to suck the last of that white shit from his prong.
We drank some.
I sucked them again and then I spread for them again, including DP and double anal. I didn’t care if I was their white whore, they may never see me again, but they won’t forget me. You know, I never took those boots off!
It was four a.m. when they left me and the party had all but finished.
I curled up on Marcus bed and snoozed for a while, my aching holes feeling warm and cozy. The only bit that hurt was my throat - I hadn't got rid of the cold and my throat was dry and sore.
I could smell coffee.
I opened my eyes
It was Marcus. He came in for bed, Iguess, but he looked all hunky like he does, and he can see I’ve had a good time with the two dudes. Apparently my roomies were taking bets on where i got fucked. So I showed him my slaughtered ass and pussy and asked who won.
He'd got an erection the size of the Eiffel fucking Tower and he pulled me over to him, whipped down his boxers and suddenly I was guiding that stick into my fresh fucked cunt. He gave me a good seeing to, bent over the bed, really sloppy sevenths LOL, then i sucked him until he came in my mouth.
"Chrissy babe" he tells me "You’re such a fucking slut"
I guess 3 cocks are better than none.
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Sat Sep 13, 2014 10:31 AM
I bought lots of food and the boys will get beer and shots.
It isn't that sort of party. Won't start till gone 10 and I'll be parading in a mini-skirt and panties and heels and twerking lol
I'm there to get fucked tho' I think some girls are coming this time - they'll be black girls and I know them, they don't like me, they call me cumslut and white bitch and skank whore ans shit like that. One of them's a real cunt and reckon's she can fuck any guy she wants but she's not a white bitch like me so the boys treat her real stupid and she gets jealous coz everyone's fucking my ass lolololol
i think Marcus invites them to see how I react. I'll be cool
shld be fun if I can avoid fighting ! but ive still got a wee head chill from the fever and my mouth's a bit dry - not good for sucking cock or for engaging in verbal fist fights.
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Tue Sep 09, 2014 05:26 PM
I think I'm coming down with a fever.
better take my clothes off and go to bed
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Sat Sep 06, 2014 09:02 AM
My weekend of bum fun has been postponed.
what's a girl gonna do ???
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Thu Sep 04, 2014 08:29 AM
OK, so I dallied with celibacy and it really didn't work.
I am addicted to sex. I know it, I guess I've always known it, I had my first experiences so young it has become part of my life and rather than fight it, I guess I need to accept it and try to adapt to it rather than the other way around.
I reached this conclusion because I bumped into Marcus and he took me for coffee and we had a chat and I was getting juiced up just watching his smooth black hands and hearing his soft voice purr. It was like I was in love again. Mad. I know he treats me OK, but it isn't a two way relationship, I kinda do all the giving and all the taking if you like, in a sexual way. Anyway he contacted me and begged me to come on holiday with him and the guys. They had a couple of apartments in Ayia Napa. I know it well coz I worked the bars there in my early twenties and spent a couple of summers spaced out, spreadeagled and fucked rotten. The joys of student life LOL
I was fed up with work, well, it was only a part time thing in a clothes shop, so I said yes and went on this holiday. I was one of two girls, the other was a Chinese girl who was in a strict 1-2-1 relationship withe her fella, which meant I had to fend off eight black guys. I didn't want it to be the same as always, but i think deep down, I was desperate for their cocks. About three days in they got me pissed up and when we got back to the apartment, I didn't object to their wandering hands and gave in to my basic urges and started sucking someones cock. It was like opening the flood gates and I was black fucked all night. It was one of the most intense sustained nights of fucking I think I've ever had.
The holiday became a blur of sunny beaches and bare back cock. I was even introduced to some Turkish guys and a very fit German (they were both white, well, the Turkish guys were that Middle Eastern look, which is unusual). The only other thing I managed to do was get my hair braided.
Anyway so on my return I moved out of Mums and back with Marcus and the guys.
We had a party to celebrate and I was triple cocked - one each hole - lovely.
At first I thought it was weird, being back servicing the guys and their mates, and I was a bit sad about it, but after a week or so I started to fall in love with the lifestyle again.
I don't have to do much. The boys said I won't need to work, just fuck, so I keep house for them and go to the gym (I don't pay, the owner is one of Marcus' mates and I suck his cock as a favour instead) and stay looking sweet and ready to eat LOL
Its been a lot of fun. The boys treat me very nice. So far it hasn't been as rough and nasty as before. I've never felt forced to fuck which I did sometimes before and they've bought me clothes and stuff. I even have my own room this time whereas before I slept with which ever one of the boys was fucking me.
They've organised treats. That's what they call it when I'm shared. I had two rampant days at Notting Hill, then it pissed down with rain and I was shared at a bachelor birthday party the other week. This weekend we're going to Brum for some black bare back bum fun. Should be cool.
I feel good again.
I have a smile.
My pussy is happy.
What more should I want ?
I know I'm a slut. I know I'm being used, but I'm enjoying it. At the moment, its fine and its all I want.
Posted by chrissy_xyz , Sat Jul 26, 2014 06:44 AM
I think I was showing off.
So I told Penny that and she didn't say 'Yes / No' but 'Why do you think that?' - So I had to explain that I was used to having a reputation - that in the past I reveled in the attention my behaviours got me - that I could be pretty outrageous in pursuit of cock [I actually said that and I got no reaction what so ever - not even a murmur]
She asked when i first started thinking about myself in a sexual way and I struggled to think. She asked when i first became aware of sexual things and I said maybe when I was seven or eight and I remembered Mum having a boyfriend - it was the first time I recall having a man in the house and the first time I was aware Mum wasn't sleeping alone. It felt awkward when i wanted to sleep with Mum, because he was there, and I knew something was up. Not just his cock LOL [I didn't say that !!!]
She wondered if I'd ever seen Mum having sex and I said not because I hadn't, but later on i said I remembered hearing vouces and noises when i was trying to sleep and that once I found a porn magazine in the bedside cabinet. Not Mum's probably. Penny seemed really interested in this and I got defensive, but she was sort of saying that it wasn't necessarily part of a normal childhood to be exposed to sexual matters at such a young age. I thought she was blaming Mum, but she stressed not, that she was merely pointing out I'd been sort of aware of sex at an age some kids were still innocent.
Later we talked about when i first saw a boy's willie and she was quite shocked I was so young and that i remembered the event so clearly. I wasn't even in double figures and the boy was going to senior school so I think I thought I'd never see him again - switching schools does that to you - you think an era is ending. He pulled down his shorts and showed me his erect willie which was all gnarly and had a long foreskin - of course I had no idea what a foreskin was but he had a long flappy bit of skin. He didn't understand how to properly pull it back and of course i didn't also so i couldn't help him. I think i laughed at it, not in an unkind way.
I think I'm going to be shocking Penny lots .