Today has not been any batter than last night, worse in fact. I am really stressed today, and angry, and just down right fit to be tied! I am not sure if this is just the not smoking thing or the news. I am trying not to watch the news, but just can't stay away. I mean all of our futures are at stake, everyday it is more of the same. The rich are stealing from the poor, the rich are taking away the poors rights, the rich want your social security, the rich want your madicare, the rich want you dead! So I don't know if I am just having really bad withdrawl or that I just can't stand to watch america burn.
So, it has been 6 long days without a cigarette, I want one more now than I did on day one. I hear from other ex smokers that this feeling never goes away, I really don't know if I can take that if it is true.