I have never thought I was a bad person - made some mistakes and bad choices - but never a bad person. So why all of a sudden do I feel this way?
There was this guy, who said all the right things and when we started we were wonderful. Then, I saw him for he really was and ended up splitting with him. There's only so long you can stay with a guy who blames the fact that you are 'completely and sexually unattractive' as the reason you won't work out.
I stuck up for myself, got the living crap kicked outta me, then got back up. And that was just in the past month.
To make up for that, and maybe an ego boost. I met a guy on here from the UK and we flirted and chatted and hid from the fact he was taken. He said all the right things but now we quit. Apparently I'm a headfuck. Nice eh?
Music is and will always be my first love and I now deny the fact that romance makes you write better songs. I think it's the heartache and once you broken it all pours out. The Lyrics at the top are my own.
I guess the point of this is to ask why? Why do nice girls who don't throw themselves about get beaten down? Let me know your thoughts.