thats y i bust mass nuts,
to blow away the pain as if by a mad gust,
so i replace the dispair wit lust,
work real hard to stay of the cusp,
i can't stop i don;t know when enoughs enough,
i feel shackled, as if by a pair of furry cuffs,
i no longer know who to trust,
it feels as if i'm getting butt fucked.
so i grab a pair of d cups,
to get drunk,
its like i'm perpetually stuck in some kind of funk.
feelin empty so i eat a lotta cunts,
n fuck a lot of butts,
i need to find a way up out of this rut.
white noise heavey in my ear so i tell tha bitch to shut up.
pull on her hair to take out my anger.
feelin hurt so i have to bring some kind of pain to her,
have a lot of hate so i use the middle finger,
when i'm finger fuckin.
push that head all tha way down when she be dick suckin,
do it real hard til she be chokin.
but i feel alone still,
no matter how many hole i fill,
i couldn't tell u how many pussys i've killed.
don't really care for my safety so i don't even use a sheild.
i don't care what u say,
theres no way u know how i feel.
life seems so unreal.
i don't think theres a way to be healed,
spend all my time lookin for cheap thrills.
this is what happens when u look for love in all te wroung places.
i wish i could erase this.
like a golden shower i stay pissed.
they say ignorence is bless,
well then i wished i never had that first kiss.