Don't really know why I'm using pink today, feel more like gray. Life really sucks. I try and find a bright spot, but today I really don't think I can. BBW is very sick today. He slept in until almost noon and is back in bed again saying he just doesn't feel right. Yeah, he doesn't feel right, HE'S DYING! If he doesn't start dialysis soon or get a transplant that is exactly what is going to happen.
He went to school for 6 years at night every night and got his two degrees. Not one, two, and we're worse off now than we were back then! The bank is trying to force him to quit by cutting his pay till we can't pay our bills and they are piling more and more work on him that they know he can't get done. He stayed at work the other night until MIDNIGHT working on loans that were piled on his desk. They keep him in meetings all day so he can't get to his work. And then when he's not in a meeting they give him stupid menial jobs that mean nothing and accomplish nothing but to keep him from his job.
He's also supposed to be training some guy to take his place for when he's gone. Well, I don't know why he's even bothering now because how is he going to be "gone" if they're not going to let him work from home like they have been saying he could do all along. That's why he worked so damn hard on setting up the entire bank with a brand new computer system! One that would be compatible with everyone's computers and one that would allow him access and to be able to work from home. He spend MONTHS working on it in the evenings here at home getting all the input put in and everyone set up so they could use it and all the clients put in and all their information so every fucking thing would be ready to go, and now that it's all done and working THEY TELL HIM HE CAN'T WORK FROM HOME!!?? Certainly there HAS to be SOMEONE we can talk to and get this straightened out! Certainly there has to be SOMETHING that can be done about this. They are making him sicker and hastening his illness along not to mention the mental anguish they are putting him through.
I honestly don't know how much longer I can stand by and watch him go through all this. I'm going to have to step in and talk to someone here very shortly because he's not or can't. They won't fire him because then they would still have to pay for his insurance and that is what they don't want to have to do. But what they don't know is that Bill will not quit. He can't. We can't afford him to. Even if I have to go and get two other jobs, we can't lose that insurance. This bank IS GOING to pay for his transplant and his drugs and his dialysis. I'm going to make sure we milk them for every penny they've taken from us in treating my husband the way they have.
I honestly don't know how they sleep at night knowing what they are doing to such a sick man. They are monsters. They have no heart! It all comes down to the bottom dollar. That's all they care about. They say they're a "family friendly bank", bullshit! Just wait until BBW can finally leave them and he's free of them. I'm going to contact every news station and write every newspaper I can and let everyone who cares to read it and listen to it just how "family friendly" this incompetent bank is! Then maybe they will change their tune a little bit. It won't hurt them that bad, but it might tarnish their "golden" name a little bit and that is what I want. I want everyone to know just what kind of business Westfield Insurance and Bank is REALLY like. And believe you me, everyone WILL know by the time I'm done.