On another note, my stress level has gone down considerably. I was told that they're going to start training me for the supervisor position at work. My manager told me they can't give me a raise yet or the red supervisor vest because my background check hasn't come back yet but I know I have nothing to hide. I'm clean. I've also decied that I'm going to register for the NA course in Feburary so that way I have some more time to get everything in order so that way when it does come around, I won't be worried about anything but getting certified. I also put the money in the bank for the course that my grandmother gave me and in the next couple weeks, I'll be able to pay off my lawyer and hopefully, fingers crossed, I'm hoping I can be divorced by the end of the year. Things are just going in the right direction and I refuse to let anyone divert me. I know what I want my future to look like and I'm more determined than ever to get there.