Well within the last week or so has been really hectic and stressfull. My husband has recently hurt his thumb again and his job is throwing a fit. I on the other hand am stressed out to the max and not sure how to relieve it. My friends help being around them has always helped but they have lives too so not always around. My animals are also helpfull to me destressing. I have a beagle mix thats eleven years old who is sooo sweet and can be a diva too, I also have 2 male guinea pigs that are swwet and i love to spend time with them and my oldest who is just about one in november is my buddy and loves to just lay in the crook of my arm. My life however has been on the down side recently and it sucks bigtime but i try and look for the better times that will come and the good times i have when its like this to help keep me going. I'm still on the search for a female to befriend and maybe more but with me being a bbw its hard now a days more and more people look outside a person and not on the inside. Well with everything out there in the entertainment world being about thin, its hard for people not look at me sometimes like im some disease or something. anyways i keep my head up and my feet on the ground and keep moving on to greener pastures and always to just be ME!!!!