It's about time I start to write about what I'm doing and where it's leading me. I was rather a late bloomer and it took quite some time before having my first sexual encounter. This was with a young girl at the time and was basically my first relationship. I was always quite sure that I was hetero, but do remember back in my youth that I was sexually attracted to another boy in my scouting group. Of course I never told him or anybody else about it, but I sometimes used to fantasize when masturbating.
Years passed and I never really thought about other guys. I was totally attracted to women only. During my marriage we started exploring the swinging scene a bit and I found that I was also interested in the guys that were responding to us. I became a bit "curious" and then we finally bit the bullet and invited a guy over. We just played around a bit and while he was fingering her, she was blowing me, I was pulling him. I rather enjoyed it and thought about it quite often after that.
About 2 years later we got involved with another guy and basically did the same things, sorta. All this has provoked my curiosity even more and I realize I'm quite turned on by either men or women. It doesn't really matter to me. I may one day fully admit to being bisexual, but I think there is more experience needed in that department before I am sure. Who knows, the fantasy might be more intriguing than the real McKoy.
Anyway, that's it for now. Thanks for reading.