I had my first kiss at a young age and it wasn't on the lips. I was at a best friend's party and the guy i had a crush on was invited. We danced really close and when it was really late and the party cleared up he gave me a hug and a kiss on my neck.
Till today i still think he was either a Wizard or a Vampire because he knew just where to kiss to turn me on. My neck.
I have no idea how this started but i started to masturbate. I would grind my pussy on the pillow and i would cum all the time. I enjoyed it so much that i started to imagine i was having sex with my 18 year old boyfriend. I was his wife and he would get home from work and I'lld fuck him and cum. I talked to him also.
I gave my first blowjob at a young age too and i didn't like it. But he liked it so i did it. No, he didn't like it, he loved it. I saw no point in giving one but i did because of his happiness.
I remember one time my mom caught our maid who had fallen asleep in the kids room with her fingers "down there". She got really mad and fired her or something like that. What i don't remember is whether i felt guilty afterwards or not. I'm not sure what happened.
I got eaten out for the first time on Prom Night. He took me to the stair-well, sat me down, spread my legs open and got to work. It was a completely new thing for me so i was surprised. Funny enough, i enjoyed it a great deal and craved it later on as you shall see.
Right before my birthday in 2008, i moved to the US and got into a community college in which i met some guy who i don't remember his name any more. He was very nice to me and "took advantage of me?" The school had these piano rooms and we would go there in between classes to make out, dry hump and i would give a blowjob. I didn't like giving him one. For some reason, we just drifted apart.
After this guy there was R who i met in a Computer-Something-Yada-Yada Class. We were officially BF and GF and i would take him into the same piano room and we would make out and that included me getting my wetness on his shorts. He actually preferred to eat me out than fuck me.
I met a guy in one of my classes who was so into me that he was too nervous to speak. A mutual friend set us up and he drove me to meet his family who were very very friendly to me. His mom asked me to stay for dinner but i didn't want to because i was too shy. We had plans to get dirty at his place but for some reason we didn't. While we were leaving his house, he said "we forgot to make out". I said we could just go back in to do it and he said we could just do it in his car which he was immensely proud of as it was a graduation gift from the parents.
He parked in an alley and we moved to the very cramped back seat where he started to kiss me and grope my boobs. The part i loved the most was when he brought out his cock and asked me to wank? suck? do? him. I'm not sure what word he used but thought he wanted me to give him a BJ and i said "Ewww NO!!". Then he asked if he could do it himself and i said no problem so he went on to wank himself while touching my boobs. He came in about 2 minutes and hurriedly rushed me to the front seat where he quickly drove me to the train station and gave me a 1 second peck before opening the doors.
I think that signaled the end of our "relationship".
The summer i turned 18, i met D. I thougth i was mature and a "woman" at that time but i wasn't. D was trouble. I was talking to a friend in the student lounge and kept glancing at him because he was just so cute! He left the lounge, got back, gave me his number and asked me to text him. I said i'lld rather give him my no and have him text me and that was how our "relationship" started. The first date was a movie date the next day and we just knew we wanted each other because on the way to the movie we had already started kissing. When we got there, we sat at the back, put up the arm rest, and made out. A lot.
We were watching Toy Story 3 in 3D and i could tell he was very happy because he kept on smiling and laid his head on my chest.
After the movie, he convinced me to follow him to his house and i did not before collecting his home address and texting it to a friend. He carried my purse for me and held and hugged me real tight on the train right. He protected me. We made out a lot and later moved on to his room where i saw a used condom on his bed. He said it was for his roommate and added an "eww".
We continued on his bed and i gave him a BJ but in the middle of it, he took his cock from my mouth and came on my boobs. He went out to get a rag and before he came back i had licked off all his cum from my boobs and he came in watching me take the last drop in. He said he should have cum in my mouth.
About 3 days later D told me he wouldn't be coming to school again. I later found out it was because he got kicked out for threatening a girl. He lied to me about his name. I forgave him because i really liked him. He would pressure me to have sex with him and i would cry and refuse to because "i was not ready". One day he pushed me on his bed and held both of my arms and almost raped me. I cried and begged him not to and he asked me to get out of his house. He knew he would go to jail if he did.
D was a really bad person and i really considered giving it to him because i wanted him to like me more. But he was obsessed with taking away my virginity because he wanted me to love him. One day he called and asked me to borrow him $100 and i willingly agreed. He said he just wanted to know if he could trust me. He told me a lot about himself. He was an escort and gay men paid him to have sex with them. July 4th, he got back from Las Vegas with over $2000 in cash and i was happy for him. I had no idea how he got the money. I'm not sure what happened but D and I fought and we stopped talking.
The best decision ever was not giving my virginity to him. I'm so proud of myself for waiting.
After D there was B, who i met in the fall of that year. B was an ex-marine, strong, built, sexy, and he had the most amazing smile. I still like B. I was 18. He was 25 and had spent 6 years in the Marines. I learnt everything i could about the US Soldiers because i really liked him and wanted to impress him We were taking the same class. B and i were very close and i liked him so much. He was everything i ever wanted and was he loaded? He had lots of money too as he worked in Real Estate. I cried over him once because i didn't have what i wanted. I wanted B and he wasn't asking me out. I caught him staring at me one time and that made my day.
Anyway, we were super close and everyone in class noticed, even the Professor. One day i was giving a presentation and she said "aww B isn't here to hear you". Everyone laughed. He walked into class and she screamed "Just in time!". And of course they laughed again.
That day, he told me i looked very beautiful. On the last day of the semester, he asked me to go on a ski-trip with he and his friends. I couldn't. We went on countless number of dates and he spent money on me. People would stare at us and want to talk to us because we were a "wonderful" couple. We laughed at each other's jokes. We were so in sync and it was amazing.
B didn't want a relationship and i wanted one. I thought relationships were boring but with him i wanted one. He worked full-time and took classes full-time and i refused to understand that. Now that i think about it, there was no way he could have time for a relationship, he ways way too busy.
We still dated though. One time we had a movie date and B was late and kept feeling guilty. He was very sorry and he didn't want me to miss the movie so he decided to get a cab instead of getting on the bus but he couldn't get one and we were very late. We decided to go eat and he finally got he cab.
Its amazing how we automatically just moved closer to each other and started making out in the cab. It was like a magnetic force pulling us together. He put his hands underneath my dress and found out i was wearing thigh-high socks and he could get easy access to my thong. He asked me to take it off and i said no so he worked his way around it and fingered me like crazy. In under 3 minutes, the cab driver said we had arrived. He paid and we went into the restaurant where we talked non-stop for over 3 hours and did all that romantic stuff. Classes started again and i guess B got busy again.
My relationship with B is not over as he still texts me and sometimes calls when he is wasted. He says my voice is very soothing and he likes to talk to me. He called me 3 days in a week when he was wasted and one time i got angry and got all crazy on him. I haven't heard from him since then. I really like B. Maybe i love him. I really-really like him and of course thought he would be "the one". I still like him a lot. He was really old fashioned and took me ice skating, and listened, and opened the door and paid for everything. B was an amazing man.
While i was "seeing" B, i was seeing E also. I had lost my U-Pass and was waiting in line to get a new one and right there behind me was a very cute guy. I started talking to him and we parted ways afterwards. I though my meeting E was fate because everything just fell into place. Later that day i saw him get on the train i was in at a particular stop. That was FATE. We talked some more, he got off, and never asked for my number. He did tell me he worked at Puma though. I had 2 friends working at that same store. I went to visit one day and E was there, i asked him if he wanted to have lunch and our dating started. We ate at different places and had plans for that winter and the summer next year. We stopped talking because we got too busy for each other.
After about 3-4 months of not keeping in contact, he added me on Facebook and we started talking again. Last night E chatted me on FB and said
"The things i would do to you :P Haha".
I asked if he was drunk and he said
"No silly but i must admit, you are gorgeous....I'm sure you know that".
I said, aww thank you! I was glad he said that. I was so happy he said that. Last night, E made my day.
About 2 months ago i met J, we go to the same school and he wanted to take me out on a date. He took me to a little Chinese restaurant and we later on went to his place to see a movie and i again texted my friend his address. We got a blanket and watched Sex and the City. We started to kiss and that led to a full make out session. We dry humped, he was very hard, i was soaking through my jeans and we definitely had a lot of sexual chemistry. He knew what i wanted and gave it to me. I was very wet and he tried to finger me but i wouldn't let him. I had to leave so we stopped. J added me on Facebook and of course we are still friends. He chatted with me one time and asked when we were going to finish off what we started. I told him i was a V and he couldn't believe it. He hasn't called me since then. We still text, and chat on both FB and YahooM. I'm guessing he doesn't want to be with a virgin.
After J, i met S. I'm currently dating S and we are "maybe" getting serious and have had fun sexually but i choose to leave that to the next blog post.
This blog would be about some of my sexual adventures with S and where that would lead me.
- Would i loose my virginity while with S?
I'm not rushing to loose it but i do wanna fuck and i would do that in so many positions and places.
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I would really like that.