Her: I'm sorry for the way things ended. The anger wasn't necessary, it's one of my faults.
Me: I have my own faults getting too emotional. I didn't understand the anger and was a little offended but I didn't hold it against you at all but thank you. I still care for you and think about you every day. Even showed up in a dream the other night. And I'm sorry but I do look at you out my window when I see you outside just so I can see you. I really hope that doesnt sound creepy and you know me good enough to know I'm simply looking fondly. Guess I'm trying to say I wasn't being over emotional when I said you will always be in my heart and I'll never replace you... not that I had you... I miss you and hope you are doing well.
Her: I am quick to anger when I feel pushed into a corner. And I was feeling a little trapped with the way things were going. My first reaction is to lash out and that's not fair of me to do so. I sort of figured you were somewhat checking up on me, it would sometimes make me mad but that's irrational of me and I'm working on those things. I'm doing as well as I can right now. I hope you are doing well too.
Me: I haven't been doing well to be honest, but thats my problem. I know I pushed too quick and I'm sorry for that. I was being foolish because of just how strongly I felt for you. We are human. We have flaws. You made it clear what's done is done, but the door is always open to you to start a little slower... maybe a coffee? Not asking, just giving the invite... not now... whenever... if ever... you would be open to it. I erased your number... just recognized it... but you have mine.
Her: I heard about you not doing so well. Flaws are what make us human. Sometimes I wish I wasn't human. But I'm not sure about the coffee just yet. I'm still trying to work things out in my head.
Me: That's fine... like I said "if ever". And if not, know there's someone out there who cares so much for you and always will. I hope you have a good night Desiree. Again thank you.
Her: G'night Justin
Me: Goodnight Desiree