So, as of Oct. 14th of last year, I stupidly lost my virginity to a random. :/ Although, I may regret my decision on WHO I lost it to, I'm glad that part is over. The whole bleeding and hurting fiasco. Although, I know both can still can happen, just hope it won't be as severe. The pain and severity was so bad, I couldn't even continue... so I got no pleasure out of it! :( Glad, I didn't continue because protection wasn't involved which was bad on my part!
I haven't had sex since, though... which is rather disappointing, haha. At least I know to be smarter next time around.