I don't really think about sex due to not having it for 2 years. I take my mind off it by doing something else like doing videos for youtube, playing on the xbox, story writing or photoshopping cars. But now it's a void in my life that I really wish to fill. i'm still a little unsure about sex toys due to never having any before, and the past I've had with men has scarred me a little now.
I feel that there's something wrong with me that men hate about me. I've tried getting back into a relationship, only to get shut down at the first hurdle. It makes me feel inadequate and uncomfortable about how I look and how I see and feel about myself. I don't have any confidence to approch a man anymore as I am really scared about getting rejected as soon as I try.
Is there really something majorly wrong with me? I mean, is it my looks? Is that where the problem lies? someone help me understand...I'm being torn apart!!!