Posted by WhiteKnightAL , Fri Sep 16, 2011 08:51 AM
It's not even 9:00 a.m. for me and already it's shaping up to be a bad day unless something changes. I called my girlfriend just to find out that she had received a good deal of money from her grandparents, but instead of putting some of it to good use on things like fixing her car, or groceries, or at least putting it in the bank; she went and spent every dollar of it signing up for choral music camps that will span the next 6 months. Not only was it a lot of money, but also a lot of time she will be traveling and unable to contact me much, if at all. The worst part is she didn't tell me about it until after she had done it. I've heard no mention of these camps until she had paid for them. This is not the first time she has done something like this, and she expects me to trust her completely and not have a problem with any of this.
Add that to the fact that for the last two months we seem to be drifting apart, and she acts like nothing is wrong despite all my efforts to talk to her, rekindle a spark, and fix whatever is going on. I honestly don't know if she is hiding something, if she is in denial, or if she just doesn't know how to tell me she doesn't care about me anymore. At this point I think I've steeled myself to anything she can say, but she swears up and down that nothing is wrong, she loves me, and we're fine. However she is the only one in that frame of mind, all of our close friends are worried as well but she doesn't listen to them either.
I really don't know what's going on and it's tearing me apart inside and out. If anyone happens to read this I really need help.
-Hoping for the best,