A lot of the time i find myself standing around "looking pretty". My thoughts wander a lot. Over the last couple of weeks, having sworn off sex the way that I have, I find that I am constantly thinking about sex. I see a lot of men. All different, ages, sizes, colors, "types". I work around a LOT of contractors a few times a week when I am assigned to the contractor's desk. Some of these men are your typical dirty old men, and I mean that literally. Stinky, gross, alcoholics.. lol. But there are some... oh boy! I've come to be on a first name basis with a few of them, and I even had one guy approach my manager one day and tell him that he was going to go shop with our competitor if he didn't make sure I was at the contractors desk as much as possible! He was joking, of course.
Over the last few days especially, I've found myself noticing older men. For example, yesterday a couple came in with their baby and were buying a TON of materials for building a patio. The husband, for some reason, had me thinking very naughty thoughts. There he was with his wife and young son (probably 6 months old) and I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. I would say he was probably around 35 or 40. Something about him had me teetering on the edge of "excuse me for a moment i must use the restroom" (for a diddle).
Then there was the guy I talked to last night for a good 45 minutes. I had nothing better to do. He was graying. Brought his dog in, and ended up not buying anything. But we talked, about the dog mostly. At first, when I noticed him "looking" at me, as in checking me out, I was kind of grossed out. But then once we started talking, I wondered what it would be like to be with him! This is so unlike me! He was a very nice guy, and I'm sure if I wasn't quite as young as I am he would have asked for my number. He was hinting around that he's single, no kids, and it's just him and his dog. This one didn't particularly turn into a fantasy, but it surely had me wondering what it would be like with a very experienced man over double my age.
Then there are the constant comments I deal with on a daily basis. Had a man, 35 I later find out, following me around like a lost puppy. I stopped to see if he needed something, and his response was "No, you can keep walking, I like watching you from behind." Oh, you naughty man! I played along with this one for awhile, nothing better to do right!? He ended up telling me I was "Cute as a button" - whoever came up with that saying anyway? How cute is a button? When he asked my age, and his response to my answer was "Now i feel like a dirty old man" i wanted to say "No, no no! Please, continue!" but I behaved and we parted ways.
Then there was the "Has anyone ever told you a face without freckles is like a sky without stars?" From my 80 year old coworker!
Oh, the coworkers. I work mostly with men. D is one who I know from a previous job. He's a lot older than me, a bigger guy, but something is kind of attractive about him in a "I wouldn't go there" kind of way. He has been pushing the line between "playful workplace fun" and sexual harassment lately (not that I would ever accuse anyone of that, I think I would probably enjoy a little sexual harassment). He'll come up behind me and rub my shoulders, even in front of other workers and managers. And then there's S. S is young, just turned 20 a week ago. T and S play around with me, T calls S my boyfriend (very childish, but fun). T gave S the birthday present of a "private show" from me. I wasn't aware of this, and have yet to follow through with my end of that bargain (that i wasn't aware of agreeing to), but perhaps I wouldn't mind. S is kind of shy, but I can tell he kinda does like me and it's not just joking around. One thing I find very attractive about S is his baby blue eyes - totally striking! And he has tattoo's, sleeves on both arms. Drool worthy for sure. Too young for me, but lots of fun on boring days at work.
And our managers, the "higher ups" at least, are all man. All are fairly attractive. THAT is a whole slew of fantasy's all in their own category! Phew!
After my day yesterday, even though I had the worlds worst headache and was dead exhausted, I got conned (okay it didn't take very much convincing) into going to the bar afterwards. Oh man! My sexual mind didn't rest even then. I noticed a group of guys right off, and one in particular had me salivating. He was your typical "bad boy" - or wanna be bad boy - with tattoo's, gauged ears. Wearing his hat backwards, "Golf shorts" and a white designer tshirt. He was so hot, even just looking at him from behind I wanted to rip his clothes off and give him a taste. He would have been one of those "one time only" deals - but i was tempted. Me and my coworker, C (a female), after having a few drinks in us... got up to sing karaoke! Oh yes, and we sang this song:
I made sure to sing in the direction of said hot guy, and we definitely had a mutual interest thing going on. We ended up talking more later, and I can't tell you how much I wanted to go home with my first ever guy from a bar! But I didn't really want to, you know! I did give him my number. I wasn't going to go through that whole thing again, kicking myself for not doing so! He hasn't called or texted, but we'll see. We'll call him W, hopefully we'll hear more about him even if it's just a fling!
Just because I behaved myself while at the bar, doesn't mean i didn't go home and diddle to thoughts of him banging me in the nasty bar bathroom. Or thoughts of taking S out to my car on lunch break and giving him that "show' I wasn't aware I had promised him. Or slipping my number to any number of the older, experienced, hard working, strong, sweaty contractors. Oh... Oh...
I think I need to get laid, I think I may be a hazard to society as things stand at the moment.
PS: For those who are curious, the original "S" of all my blogs is in the UK. I did make it the entire time without seeing him before he left, but i'm still struggling with missing him. I feel heartbroken, maybe because I know it's over for good this time. I'm not sure, because he had asked me to see him when he got back, and I said "maybe". That's where we left it, and we've only talked briefly since he's been gone. I'll keep ya'all posted... my heart belongs to him, I don't think there's any doubt there! But at the moment, it's this damn body of mine that seems to be more pressing an issue! LOL
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