to what I want. I want to be with my husband everyday, but I also enjoy working. I am so confilicted. I almost think maybe I will just let him decide for me. Its the chicken way out for sure,
but at least the pressure would be off.
I've also been thinking of how much I miss you lately. I want be honest here so I would have to say Im going a little crazy. I miss everything about you. I find not working is making it harder for me to be without you. Working makes next to impossible to see you when your home.
I think about all the ups, and downs we have been through. Really can make the old head spin. I just dont know anymore.