I am always alone in total darkness, unable to move. I can hear sounds, but not really make out what they are. I can feel things moving next to me, but not well enough to tell what it is. I hate laying here, I just want to get up, get away. I dont know what from, or why it seems so urgent. I feel the need to breath fresh air, and cant stand the air where I am. Its so hot, so thick with something I cant explain. The harder I try to get away the further I sink into this feeling. I absolutely hate where I am, I know I am not supposed to be here. Things are so dark, so hot. All my senses are on edge trying to find a way out, the door, a window anything. I try waiting for someone to come near enough to hear me. No one ever does, although I feel like I am not alone all the time. Sometimes I can feel the hands pulling me, or pushing on me.
I always wake up before I can figure out where I am, but I always think I am in the dream when I wake. I hate this dream, but I have had it since I can remember. It wont go away so I guess I will learn to live with it. At least I dont scream out anymore in my sleep, or when I wake. That would be horrible cause I dont want anyone to know I still have nightmares that scare the crap out of me.