I am bi and have been with a few women that know just what to do and how to please me. He is bi-curious and had never had it. I tell him he doesn't know what he's missing. He loves it when I play with his ass while giving him a blow job. I have been with some transgenders and love every minute of it. I have been looking around wanting another transgender lover. He says he would love to see me with one and if the time was right maybe he would join in. I'm just not sure if that's what I want......
The idea of him being with someone else feels like a knife in my stomach, but then it turns me on at the same time. He tells me that he would love to try it at least once, but I'm not sure I'm ready to share him with someone else....I know it's not fair for me to have all the fun and that I shouldn't feel wrong about sharing him. See I've been burned in the past when I was with someone else and they wanted to do the same thing....the only problem was they carried on the "affair" without me and fell for the other person. I guess I'm just scared that he will do the same, he tells me that would never happen....but so did the other person. Am I having trust issues?
I have no one I can really talk about it with, since not a lot of people know about my lifestyle. So if any of you read this and can give me any ideas, or tell me if you've had the same problem....please let me know.