So I have had several invites to swing with others but I have always chickened out. The closest I came was a couple was checking plane fares to come to Kansas, and I thought "Now way am I going to let them spend money when I have no Idea how this is going to go." I really am flattered but At 34 I wonder if my body is that appealing anymore. I posted some pics but the site distorted them and then I got all self-conscious. So I just stick to skype and have fun that way. Besides I have two kiddos here anyway and and I am not comfortable with an overnight sitter just yet. And to top it all off I have saved the best excuse for last. I have kind of a dark sexual past in that a naive country boy had really no place in the city. I was 19 when I moved to an apartment in the city and a couple months later was first roofied by some dude. So getting naked in a room with another dude, regardless of the Greek-goddess-like beauty (which you all seem to be) waiting for us to satisfy her, the comfort level just isn't there yet.