Before I get to much further, I'd like to give you a background. I love porn, I'm totally addicted to it and I love the feeling of masturbation, I can sometimes go 2-3 times per day. (she doesn't know) I have to keep it from her. She caught me one day, she dident walk in on me she just snooped thro my browser history (got careless). Huge fight started, she thought it qas the worst thing in the world. Shes a little on the bigger side so she felt really upset thinking that i watch it because im not attracted to her. This is not the case at all she has a beautiful face and a wonderful personality, but shes a little on the bigger side not HUGE shes like 5'6 and 170lbs. I told her that i dident watch it for that reason and my argument was that it was just a means of sexual stimulation used to achieve a better (quicker) orgasm, no different then the dildo she uses. We later came to the agreement that she would be ok with me watching porn as long as she wasn't home. (because if she's home and I need to orgasm she will do it). This lead to a more open mood for talking about sexual topics, I later found out she is semi attracted to females, not bi but just curious. That made me super happy because she even went as far as to say that she would be interested in a three-sum fmf, which is everymans dream. So we get on craigslist list and look around and as we get into it she decides she doesn't want me having sex with other girls. BUT same room sex with another couple and maybe a single female there to watch while me and my wife engage in sex would be ok. Even if the female gave oral would be ok as well. Never got around to that which is a bummer I must say but, ever we sence then I am constantly on craigslist searching through ever category all day. It actually gets me off reading what these people post (along with the pics). And now I have this irresistible urge to cheat on her.