Truth be told, I am a sex addict. Completely. In every since. I have gone through some crazy, rediculous experiences in my life - most of which I have had to hide from mostly everyone I know, save for a very few and far between extremely trusted friends and loved ones.
My husband and family as a whole has no idea about any of it, as I have been hiding it since before I met him and it just sort of developed from there.
I'm also in an on going completely devoted sexual relationship / situation outside of my marriage. It has actually been going on for longer than my marriage, and started before i ever even met my husband so it's difficult to say whether I'm cheating on my husband, or vice versa. I come from a very ...different family, from a very different background and cultural expectations. Incest is a normal part of our daily exsistant, I was introduced to this concept basically my whole life, and was physically included in such practices from a very young age, too young by a lot of modern standards, starting with my uncles, later on my father, and then my half-brothers. To this day the relationship with my brothers continue on, they are also both married, and one of their wives is involved as well, as he was lucky enough to find someone he could be completely open with - leading to this very complicated, yet well balanced 4-way relationship.
One of my brothers impregnated me as a teen, who he and his wife now raise at their own as I was much too young to be a mother.
Later, my other brother impregnated me, that I raise with my husband under the impression that it is our child together.
Incest is by far one of the most thrilling, amazing, sexual experience of my entire life. It is very controversial for most people, and I've had to hide it completely as it is totally unaccepted in America and most modern standards, but I would never give it up for the world. And those of you who have flirted with the idea of it - I tell you go for it. 100%. It is the most amazing thing ever, there is no one who knows your body, understand you, for can become part of you like someone who is your blood - which makes for the most intense, passionate and raw sexual experience of your life, and by far the most earth-shattering orgasms you'll ever know. Especially if it is unprotected,, with a pregnancy risk - the raw animistic thrill of it is incomperable to anything else. Once I found out I was pregnant, by my own brothers, all I'd have to do was come to the concious realization that I was in fact pregnant, by my brothers, and it would send me into orgasm all over again. I hope to one day be seeded by them again.....and again....and again.
I also love to witness it. i have watched my brother take our daughter (the one I had when I was a teen - she is of age now, no worries) and the experience is unbelievable. Watching my own brother take his daughter, my daughter *our* daughter together, in a manner that most would consider unnatural, but so beautiful. I cannot wait until he begins to take her barebacked, he thought she was not ready for that as of yet, but I cannot wait for the day. I hope I am there to see her impregnated by her father the same way he impregnated me, and continue on the cycle. I have also seen my Second brother take her, wildly. He has taken her barebacked a couple times, but has always pulled out before ejaculating. He did not want to seed her before her father had. She has taken to it frantically. She is quite the sexual being herself, and I can see her already eyeing her younger brother, and my other child. She will follow in the family tradition nicely.
Most of my pictures here you will see will be from these unions, of one of my brothers taking me, as it is constant. Anytime I can get away from my husband, and near them - they are cumming in me. Or I am getting myself off watching them take another family member....hoping to soon follow after them and get some of my own.
My second brother wishes to impregnate me again, desperately. He has been trying so hard behind my back already, trying to sabotage my birth control, or catch me on off-weeks when I have not had my pills, and trying desperately to convince me to stop taking them. But he is dreaming a pipe dream at this time. He wants to be a *father* to a baby we have to gether, which is impossible at this time with both my husband and his wife having no idea of our unions, or lifestyle, but he tells me all the time how he wants to seed me and watch my belly grow full and round with his child inside me, the fact that my husband and his wife don't know only makes him want it more - it's more taboo, more dangerous, but how could we possibly make that work? i hate it when he talks to me like that though, because all I can imagine is the same thing, and I want it too, I want to be impregnated by my own blood again. It's even gotten to the point where I had stopped taking my pills for three weeks, fucking several times a day, it was intoxicating. But I had to stop it, before I had actually been impregnated. It was a miracle I had not been already at the rate we were going.
I don't know what has gotten in to him here lately, to be so bold, so daring, to want something so rash. i find it harder and harder to continue on with him, and it breaks my heart.
I think that is what drove me to this website - looking for a safer outlet, where I could express these hidden secrets, but not put the other life I have built in harms way.