I was with a woman for 10 months. We were insanely happy for the first few months and then still very happy for at least another 3 to 4 months.
Like someone turned off a switch, immediately after we came back from a trip together, things turned completely sour. We sometimes couldn't stand each other. She spent more and more time in another town and wouldn't speak to me when she was gone. When she was home, she wanted me around but didn't want to actually do anything with me, just wanted me by her but not talking to her or really doing anything at all. She would no longer kiss me or say I love you and physically pushed me if I tried to kiss her. I still did lots of things for her and told her how beautiful she was and how I wanted to fix everything.
When she was just about to leave me and even told me that she might, I lost it, especially after she started randomly insulting me for no reason at all, saying the most hurtful things that she could think of.
I kicked her out of my house, but she still kept coming around to get her stuff, asking if she could stay the night, jumping me and fucking my brains out, etc. She would cry and say how she was scared that I would meet someone else and forget her.
After she got all of her stuff out, she asked me to come to her house twice, the first time, her enjoying the sex so much that she said her feet went numb, her toes curled until they hurt, she screamed loud enough to get the neighbors to call the cops.
The second time, I asked before I went there if someday, down the road, she would think about trying to give it one more try between us. She asked me to come to her house and take her to Dairy Queen. When we got back to her house, she told me to leave but then said she was joking after I asked why.
I know she's talking to other guys... found proof and that she's even telling one of the guys about her sexual skills and likes. We just broke up very recently, and I've been very honest and open with her, willing to still do things for her, telling her exactly how I feel and us both coming to agreements on where everything went wrong.
It seems like her whole "I'm afraid you're gonna meet someone else and forget about me thing" was only a heat of the moment thing and that she's just been using me. She used to say that she couldn't get back with her ex because he slept with someone else right after they broke up, but she told me about how she slept with other guys right after their breakup, and it looks as though she's trying to do the same to me. She even asked if I'm sleeping with anyone else, and obviously, even though I'm not, it means nothing. She just wants to know that I'm not trying to replace her, though she wants to replace me and even told me face to face that she wished she could get a fuck buddy without feeling emotions. This is not to mention that even though she's always loved dirty talk, now, whenever I've slept with her, she's always gotten wild as hell and begged me to call her "dirty whore" over and over and over and over, which is sometimes ok but not every time. It bothers me having to call the woman I love a dirty whore, even if it's just during sex, especially having to say it about a dozen times back to back.
Now, feel free to judge me.