I became friends on facebook with an old friend of mine recently, i've not seen her in about 7 years due to an ex fiance not liking that we were friends because her stepson was my first love and childhood sweetheart.
Well, her daughter was born during our friendship and she, is the step sister of my first love. I'm now in touch with both of them and i'm totally delighted.
Anyway, I could see that my first love (from here in known as FL!)had joined facebook very recently, and as I watched him become mutual friends with 6, then 7 then 8 etc of my friends, I became slightly miffed that he hadnt asked me to add him as a friend lol, yes I know, years have passed since I knew him properly but I still felt slightly put out!
I knew he could see me on his step mum and sisters profile, but I was too stubborn to add him, and was aware that he might feel totally awkward lol
The stepmum pm'd me a lot there saying that he was all smiles when she told him i'd been asking about him etc recently. I didnt know how much of that was true and thought she was just being kindly lol..
so I still didnt expect an invitation.
Anyway, on friday, i'm sitting in work, pulled up my facebook and I had a pm. I had a coffee in my hand and as i opened the pm, saw his name
The message was very very innocent and simple, just, "Hi, how are you, been 12 years since we saw each other last, hope to catch up x"
Well my hand started shaking and I spilt my coffee over my keyboard!
his message was at 9am ish and it took me until 2pm to think of something suitable to write back!
I told him that i'd spilt coffee on my keyboard with the shock of seeing his name and that i was delighted to hear from him again. wished him well and said he could add me as a friend if he liked
Straight away, he pm'd back saying that he'd love to hear all about me but his wife thought I was the Devil Incarnate and was worried i'd "run away with him tucked under my arms" lol
He said he would slip me into his friends list and hope it went un noticed.
I said that he shouldnt do that, and he could stay intouch by pm if he preferred. He pm'd back to tell me that no, he wanted to look through my pics and see what i'd been up to! lol
I pm'd again saying it really wasnt worth any trouble with his wife (she was his girlfriend after me) and he pm'd back with his msn, email etc and said i'd brightened up his day chatting and to keep in touch. Well he'd brightened up mine too so I decided that i'd add him to my msn sometime soon. We had so much to catch up on.
So, last night, i'm on msn and up pops his add request so I accepted it. Well today, i'm in work again and he pm'd me again on facebook.
We chatted a little by pm, I was very busy in work today, but for a little while was boxed into my desk by some work i'm doing at the minute, my cellphone was parked in my handbag at our reception so I was slightly cut off from the rest of the world
We got chatting about what we have been up to now and he said something about calling to my first job in a dental practice and seeing the dental chair, getting to think about his thoughts back then being not well behaved at all lol.....so..... I told him the unthinkable, that as we were playing secret chats and he was my oldest friend, could he keep something secret.....That I may have some pics of me in work......and not altogether innocent ones either
He pm'd back saying he was wondering now what i'd been up to and was I joking, so I told him, that I was really quite different now to then, that I was a moderator on an adult site and that I had two pic threads here but could he keep it SSSSSShhhhh
I expected him to be totally shocked but he pm'd back saying that he couldnt believe I was here but was delighted that I had the nerve to let my sexuality be as open now as it clearly is. He asked the name of the site, I couldnt tell him that as I'm not sure I want him here (just yet) but said i'd introduce him in the future to here.
I sent him some of my tame pics that I took this weekend, no nakedness, just me on the chair with my hair loose over my face and standing facing the door in my thong, again, nothing showing except my ass......well he pm'd back straight away saying he was trying to zoom in on the pics and that he was laughing like a loon in work now! lol
He loved them (well its not like he hasnt seen it all before on me) and said he would love to know the site.
so, I know he will keep this place 100% confidential, but my dilema is.......do I let him know where I am and by what name? He'll know me as soon as he as much as see's a leg lol.
I'd love him to be here, I know he'd love the site so so much but i'm still not sure if I want to share its location. its my place, my escape if you like and I'm half wanting him here and half not!
So, my secret is out, to one person anyway and perhaps, sometime, perhaps soon, he will be here for himself to see what we are all up to!
I have no reservations about him knowing at all, and i'm very happy that we are in touch again after all these years. Your first love is always pretty special, I would have cut my leg off for him back then if he'd asked me too!
So, Duchess is about to become exposed to one of her real life friends sometime!
Anyway, I had to blog this as i've been dying to tell someone all day what i've done!
ok, edited now to add that I sent him two pics from my gallery earlier, i sent them via the ecard and he emailed to say..................he'd just signed up! holy shit
I wondered how he'd found the site so quickly but sent myself an ecard and can see that it brings the recipient straight here
so, do I start to behave here? or carry on as usual
answers on a postcard to.............
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