Went over to watch the “movie”, deleted the results and went to bed for the night. I’m supposing if I wait long enough so I really get horny for my hand AND if I remember to set mycameras up I might have the success I was looking for last night. If so I’ll add the results to this journal.
Here are a couple ofpictures of my penis when it is retracted. This happens mostly when it is cold.
Sometimes it is even further in and when I can I’ll get other pictures of it front and side.
Here is the picture from the side taken the same time as the one above.
As nearly as I can tell this is typical for someone with hypospadias.
GOD I’m having so much fun with this journal I have no intention of ever deleting it (images and all).Always before I began to have second thoughts about what I wrote or took pictures of (me naked of course or various parts of me). To admit to such things slightly embarrassed me to I had to get rid of them.
I haven’t mentioned before, mostly because it somehow slipped my mind, but I wanted to decorate my,penis and balls with color and designs. I wouldn’t mind having tattoos above,and around my pubis but they’d have to be something designed especially for me,and not a stock design.
I had a tube of red watercolor that I thought might semi-perminately mark my glans. Well it worked a bit to well. Not sure of how much to use I put a bit on an artist brush and painted it on. Well I put it on a bit thick not knowing what to expect and it worked too well. It colored my glans a bright red alright but also my fingers and foreskin. I’d put way too much on. Worse yet it got all over my fingers and wouldn’t come off. I scrubbed like crazy but it still took two days to get it off so you couldn’t tell. Oh, well, live and learn.
The next idea was to get some food coloring and see how and if that would work. It does though withnquestionable results. Below is one picture where you can see what is left of the color. I’d like to have it permanently colored a bright red. I remember the“Story of O” where near the end of the book she has her nipples and areolas stained red along with her inner libea. I found that so erotic and exciting.
So I went to the store and got some. I was certain it would be available at the grocery store and it was.
Below is the picture that best shows the results and that was taken the next day so it hadn’t warn completely off.
About 1830hrs I slathered on some numbing cream and about 2100hrs I am going to try piercing myself again.There is some difficulty holding the foreskin up and forcing the pin into themskin but piercing myself is not a problem if there is sufficient hold on themforeskin.
It hasn’t been two hours yet and already my foreskin is becoming numb, still I’m going to wait for a whilembefore I try sticking myself. The stuff is supposed to last for four hours so timing isn’t critical.
If I’m successful I’ll be sure to take a photo or two before I remove it for the night. If I’m successfulI won’t be able to leave it in too long because it is getting late and I have to get to bed. Hope it doesn’t bleed.
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