In my marriage however my wife and I had a healthy sexual relationship but it could have been so much more without the many stupid religious boundaries that were placed on us. Then came the awakening that Mormonism is a fraud (yes took way to damn long to figure that out) and the any issues that come with loosing your religious foundation and then my wife passes soon afterwards. Well I can say I am truly thankful that I did not have to go through single hood with that Dogma but its soo hard to break the shackles of such brain washing.
Well my Journey is slow but very steady and this forum has been a massive eye opener and a place to explore my real sexuality without fear and within the safety that anonymity gives. Had an amazing experience today chatting with an amazing person who's sexuality is so free it was infectious. Although at times my comfort levels were tested I also was extremely happy and aroused by just realizing that being able to let go could create some amazing sex.
Although I am still in search of the ultimate love and commitment within a single relationship this is not a bad way to discover that whilst learning who I am having fun and ecstasy
If the person who made me cum 5 time in a text chat today reads this I am sure you will know who you are. Thank you and may we meet again and who knows if it is up to me it shall be in person very very soon.
Okay bye now