It's a beautiful summer day and I'm not there to watch you laugh and play...I'm not there to see you smile in the sunshine, hear your screams squeals and squabbles as you play, not around to hold you and feel your warm weight in my arms, smell your unique smell or hear your joyous voices.
I miss you terribly and daily. The times I get to be with you are the only times I feel human. The rest of the time I'm just a ghost, walking and waiting, a shadow with no color or substance.
I miss your eyes and your smiles...I miss wiping your tears and cuddling you.
I miss being a part of your daily lives.
I miss being near you.
I miss you, even when I'm with you, and especially when I have to leave to go back to where I sleep and eat. That place is not home. My home is wherever you are.
I love you.