One girl sent a picture of herself on the chat thing, and personally, I didn't think she was very attractive, but all the guys were saying, 'Wow, gorgeous etc etc.' Which got me thinking, what do guys find attractive, or sexy ? Apart from ass and tits, what's the appeal ? Because any guy who lived near me wouldn't have been saying the same thing about her. She wasn't exactly your size zero model, which isn't a bad thing, but either men are liars, or they aren't as shallow as I thought.
My second thought was when I read one of mails. It was a guy talking about jerking off on webcam to me. (I never asked, he offered) And he asked what I thought about it, and I wasn't sure what to say. If I had said I was okay about it, then he would've expected me to do it, when clearly I'd rather not infront of a random, although the idea is nice, I'm just far too self conscious. But I don't understand how guys have the confidence to do this, and not feel bad about it in some way? I can barely go on webcam with just my face as it is.
My final thought, was on dirty chat. I can't do it and I've never been able to do it, but I'd like to be able to. But what I don't understand is how some people are so comfortable with it, and are so open. I get embarrassed writing it and I don't know how the other person is going to react so I freak out, and don't write it, and just write something like, 'Haha yeah ' which isn't what I'm thinking.
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