I still enjoy that, don't get me wrong. The thing is, I just got out of a two year relationship and don't want to do the rebound thing with another woman...she will end up getting hurt because feelings always get involved. With guys it is different, for me at least. You see, I am not emotional with guys...to be honest, I am not all that attracted to them. I am attracted to big cocks, or short thick ones...but not the guy they belong to. I almost never get hard with men, so blow jobs and getting Jersey off is a no go. You would probably ask, why be with men then? The answer is that it is the thrill of doing something I was raised not to...it is a taboo fetish for me. I get my thrill from having another man put his cock in my mouth...or put it in my ass and fuck me like a whore! The only way I cum with a man, and I am lucky as hell to do this, is when I am getting fucked...I cum without my cock being touched!
Now I have a particular kind of fetish, and that is being used by more than one top. Had a threesome with two tops during my first anal sex and that pretty much ruined me lol! I do like one on one, but you have to make it kinky. One on one is best to me when with a stranger, or if we are being watched. I had one night where I rented a room and gave about 5 different guys blow jobs. I have also had sex with three guys in one night, not together and all wearing protection of course. So what I want now is a gangbang! The idea gets me hot, and I also look at it like a challenge. Haven't made up my mind...but considering doing it in an amateur porn video if I can find one that will pay me enough lol!
So right now I am working out and taking pics of myself as I progress...mostly nude! I have this desire to meet and share with other kinky people like me...men,women,straight,gay,bi. So that is why I am on this forum. I put some full face nudes of me on here and it felt good to get the positive feedback! Never put myself out there like this before and I know it is a risk...because I live in Alabama, and I am sure you can understand why I am not out of the closet. The thing is, I love expressing myself like this and it is so freeing. The plan so far is to keep posting pics, meeting people and hopefully one day I may even give it up to a few members...you never know!
Also joined kik a few days ago to chat with people, Masonx78 is my username. Had some interesting setting and pic sharing with some hot guys on there....mostly from the UK lol! Apparently they have a healthy appreciation for a nice round ass!
Anyway, will be updating my journey as often as possible...thank you for reading and feel free to message me.