It's true, I spend all my time thinking about her, and I can't stop!
I try to get her to notice me, but I always feel I am just another guy that she knows.
I don't even think of her in the perverse way that you would think, I can't even do that, because in my mind, I would honour here as if she were really here with me.
What should I do? Give up? or keep trying?
I want to keep trying but I just don't want to get hurt anymore than I have already....