From "hello" to seeing his face light up on web cam as I watched him talk to me and smile and look straight at me, all my heart wanted was him. He had sparks flying thorugh my body in anticipation of every word he would say to me, and most of all, my mind was racing with what our future could be like together. Suddenly, things started clicking in both of our minds. This unplanned meeting was no accident. It was our destinies being played out before our eyes and fingers. We had both known for many years, we had someone out there in the big unknown world that was made for us and would complete our souls once we found them, but we had both stopped looking. What started as a pure rant about shallow men on my part became the best thing I have done in my life. It brought the love of my life to me FOREVER. While we've faced many obstacles, and he's had to work through many layers of my protective shells and me getting scared numerous times. However, I have completed my 180 transformation. Honestly, he never thought I'd manage the 180 turn completely prior to his arrival, but I have, and he LOVES it. And frankly, so do I. I knew it was in me, but it was scary to let go and be myself! He definately has the magic touch that I needed to pop out of my shell!
He told me from night one, we would not only crave the physical side of us, but we would NEED it. I thought, "Ok, he's lost it. We can do this for a long time solely through the computer." *Coughs* He was RIGHT! oy, was he right! I've gone from crying for him to make time for us to get this...crying and pleading for him to ring the doorbell! It's unreal at the stage I'm in right now. But, you know there's something that's not changed throughout this whole love-venture. I have known from the very first night that he's the ONE and only I ever want, need, or will love with every inch of my body and soul. When it's right, it's just right. Everything clicks, everything races when we're together. We're just meant to be. What started out as 2 dreams many years ago has become one love that is exploding in flames and passion with every second that passes. Now, here's to the prayer for my birthday!!!! :iray:
Who has ever felt like their lives were at a standstill while they were waiting on the next phase to happen? How will I ever contain myself to make it through each day till I can be in his arms?
I chose that little piece as my opening blog for SF's unveiling week because after the past 18 months or so around here, I have noticed alot of changes. When I first became a member here, it seemed like very few were into cyber land relationships. In recent months, I've notcied this trend is picking up around here, and this kind of excites me a bit. So, I think I'm going to write my blogs about cyber relationships while intertwining my personal relationship. It's one thing I'm passionate about, and those who are curious about cyber land relationships won't be bored to tears reading it.
Hope someone enjoys, and I'll try to update fairly regularly. :D
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