I just needed to add another journal entry. This afternoon/this evening has been just absolutely terrible for me. For some reason, when my girlfriend called me on her way back from Ohio I got into one of my moods. Well, from then it's just gone downhill from there.
I finally realized what's wrong after being sad and depressed for the last, oh, six hours or so. Last week, we got into some sort of argument, I can't really remember about what though, but she told me that she had at one point thought about leaving me and that was just a major slap in my face. Ever since then I've just been worried that the next time that I see or talk to her that she'd just come out and say "Well, that's it. We're through." And it just tears my heart out to even think about that.
I just sent her an e-mail about it, she had to get off the phone because her family has this thing about renting and watching movies that just come out. Anyway, probably won't hear from her the rest of the night, but if I do, I'll add another journal entry about it.
Until then, Peace out everybody.