It is Friday morning and I still need to get to bed. lol. The good thing is that I get to see wayne tomorrow. I don't know what I would do without him. GO CRAZY!!!. lol. Well more crazy than what I am now :blink: . I have a midterm and a paper due tonight so I think I should get to bes so I can watch 2 hours of lectures before talking the midterm. I am just happy that I have finally got somewhat of a routine. This is the longest I have kept a job, and that isn't saying much. I have been with them for almost 8 months. I get more agrivated with them everyday. The only reason I stay is so for 1, I have a job, 2 I get money for school, 3 I actually like some of the people, and 4, I don't want to look like a dead ass. lol. my nipps are feeling a little sore since I got pushed back on line this week. So yeah, I got to pms too. :D ... I am stuck doing a job every so often that is not up to me to do which also pisses me off. What can you do. You refuse to do it and get pushed into the shity jobs or you do it, smile, and just rant when you get home, or on here. lol. I miss wayne so badly and don't want to wait another day to see him. Last week was so perfect when I got to come home to him. I hate not living with him. I know we will be together soon, but after being with him for over 4 years, it just sucks. At least he will be out of school after this semester and all we have to worry about is my schooling. Still dont know where that is going. just hope to get a degree, I just hate feeling like wayne will be the one providing everything at first. I hate doing that to him. I love him and I hate feeling like he HAS to do it. PartyLite isn't doing to great for me at the moment so there isn't much money coming in from me and all that I make goes to school or my mother at the moment. sigh... I think I am going to go put on some soothing music and go to bed and hopefuly have a nice dream. I will feel much better after today/tonight is over with and the weekend starts.