Worried - am I gay??
Posted Tue May 28, 2013 03:19 PM
Wow, what a great year, my wife and I are experiencing a new and exciting relationship, we both seemed to have turned a corner.. and a good one!
We now discuss our fantasies and more often than that we are now living and acting them to which is great - really exciting and I am now seeing my wife in a new way, I am not jealous but very proud and happy that she is sharing this intimate side with me, which I have very rarely seen it in the past.
In the coming July we are planning our first FFM which we are both looking forward to and we use the scenarios and build up as part of our everyday love making which is just awesome - we both come buckets and really fast too...
Just recently i have been thinking a lot about my wife having sex with other men, and this really turns me on, so much more than imagining my wife with another woman, at first i thought that this was wrong and i shared it with my wife, she didn't seen too keen, but since the start of the new year we have never dismissed the other partners wants or likes, but discussed them and seen where this might go in the future - we promised each other we would not say no to the partners wants or likes, but at least try it...
That said, after long talks we are both coming round to the idea that this might be a reality, the one issue we have is that my wife thinks that this is cheating, but not me, so long as it never goes into an emotional relationship with the other man and is always psychical then i am fine with it, however we both promised each other that this must always be discussed first before anything happens, so i know she is safe and that she can trust me to enjoy herself whilst also making sure that she is ok.. (enough said - it's the next bit that has shocked me)
Then last week, my wife spanked me and asked me to get on all fours whilst she did it, then she played with me in the ass whilst wanking my cock, she was behind me all the time - quite shocked, but wow I loved it, the best feeling ever and such an intense orgasm - never expected that and want more of it please!
Today - my wife suggested that she fuck my ass with a strap-on, by text and OMG - i did not expect that, i am far from gay or bi-sexual, and then noticed i had the biggest hard on i had for weeks, whilst at work - odd very odd indeed
that said - i agreed but also suggested that if she did this then i also want a real man to fuck my ass too - i couldn't believe what i was saying but its true - i find this a huge turn on and i am beginning to think that a FMM and all parties bi-sexual would be better than a FFM - never ever thought i would say that - AM I GAY???
The thought of another man, with me and my wife at the same time, but also the fact i could fuck this guy and my wife really turns me on.
(not to mention the foreplay, positions and sexy games we could play)
I am not jealous about it and would be very willing so long as it was discussed as agreed and all parties agreed..
But, i am very worried, my wife upon hearing that i wanted another man got a little freaked out, i reminded her that its no different to our up and coming FFM, but with a Man instead of a woman, i think she might be a little insecure - i don't want a gay partner and i don't think i am gay - or am i?
(she told me she needs time to think about it and come to terms with what i said - id this odd?)
I love my wife and family to bits and would not let anything come in between that - never!
Do you have the same worries or similar scenarios - please help and share you're experiences, if you have any.
I want us to be happy for a long time - till we die, i don't want anything stupid to happen to that or affect it ever and could do with some guidance and support
Posted Tue May 28, 2013 03:51 PM
Posted Tue May 28, 2013 08:15 PM
I'm assuming from your post that you love your wife, don't love a man, but want to experiment sexually with a man. Not even close to gay.
Posted Tue May 28, 2013 10:05 PM
Posted Tue May 28, 2013 11:37 PM
Just joking. You're not gay....you've just got some kinky in you.
This post has been edited by Q: Tue May 28, 2013 11:44 PM
Posted Thu May 30, 2013 03:17 PM
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