Isolation and Exile
Posted Thu Oct 03, 2013 02:25 PM
That's where I fail because I have no sense of self worth at all. Even when I try, however much I may want things to be different they aren't. I can't even find the faintest glimmer of good in me, I've looked inside myself and all I see is nothing. I tore myself to shreds last time I felt this way, like I was trying to scour my soul clean before the end. I don't know what stopped me but its possible I made a mistake there somewhere in not finishing what I started.
Posted Thu Oct 03, 2013 03:00 PM
We can all find a million faults and nothing positive about ourselves at times.
Posted Fri Oct 04, 2013 02:01 AM
please trust in us, your friends that your special and worthy
i see so much good in you, stop looking in the mirror for a moment and just beleave what we tell you
if you want to shred anything, shred that bullshit (mentally) from your mind about thinking you made mistakes
it will all be ok L, you have to beleave that
Posted Mon Oct 07, 2013 12:01 AM
and godoflust, there seem to be lots of really genuine ladies on this site, don't sell yourself short, if i can scratch out a little niche for myself on here, im sure you can
Well that is true that there are lots of decent women on this site, its just that i would not want to be another guy hopelessly bugging her for her attention. Also i have to be careful because there are some fake spammers on this site as well.
The thing is there are thousands of guys who are thin and muscular, I don't want to sound negative but how can anyone hear my voice in chorus of thousands?
Posted Thu Oct 10, 2013 08:13 AM