I want to be abused mentally
Posted Wed Oct 30, 2013 07:52 PM
I'm not the cool guy that can get laid easily, its a big thing for me to have a girlfriend
and my girlfriend dumped me 1 year ago, I am really depressed
now I think about if we're still together, i keep thinking about her mentally abusing me, I don't know why
I imagine she cheated and when I found out she laughed at me and then dump me right there
I feel sexually thrilled by this fantasy and masturbated
but AFTER i ejaculated i feel disgusted
NEVER ever have been in my life I feel like this until now
it seems to me that i wanted to turn the rejection i feel to a sexual enjoyment
I need your opinion about this, do I need a therapy, or a psychiatrist
Posted Wed Oct 30, 2013 08:12 PM
Posted Wed Oct 30, 2013 08:15 PM
Maybe its something similar. Try getting involved with a couples cam or something to see if that is what gives you the thrill.
and as far as enjoyment goes, if it works for you and doesn't hurt anyone else. Go for it.
Posted Wed Oct 30, 2013 09:37 PM
I mean this in the kindest way possible , but yes you might need to seek mental health aid , seeking abuse is a self destructive behavior that can lead to worse issues .
Plz get help , & don't do anything to harm yourself , please .
Posted Thu Oct 31, 2013 07:47 PM
I thought from the title that you wanted someone here to start abusing you! lol
Posted Sun Nov 03, 2013 06:11 PM