bipolar is the worst
Posted Sun Jun 29, 2014 08:00 AM
cycling moods (wanting to eat, horny, crying my eyes out, lonely, cuddly as fuck trying to hug everyone)
taking drugs all the god damn time
trying to live with nonstop deperssion with no contact with the outside world (apart from the internet)
afriad of sleeping in the dark
afraid of ladys in all forms
always drinking coffee
so deperssed you cant find a reason to get out of bed ( or move much)
just pure and simple dont give a fuck half the time (lack of emotion from the drugs)
get attached to easily or not at all
have no imagination
cant seem to make others happy enough to satisfy your own happiness
just want to find a nice girl and settle down and have a kid or two but am fucking sterile :/ ffs
cant seem to get along with anyone
cant seem to find anyone who cares or wants to even talk to me
this is the story of my life atm
hence the FUCK BIPOLAR MOOD
sorry for the rant all just venting about my bipolar
Posted Sun Jun 29, 2014 09:20 AM
Bipolar is hell on relationships. Good luck with that. Find the best combo of drugs and stick with them...try for a stable relationship.
A common thread I see on some other forums is for Bipolar people to cheat on their mates...not sure if that is routine or not. But if you have a relationship, do your best to be absolutely true to the partner. No fooling around, no matter how you feel at the moment.
You have friends here...if things seem dark, come to the chat lounge and talk it out. There are people there any time of the day/night.
Do a lot of exercising...it stabilizes the body. Get outside a lot, the sunshine does wonders for you. If you cant get out...get one of those "light therapy" devices--they can give you more energy by stabilizing your sleep patterns WITHOUT a ton of coffee.
This post has been edited by spud14: Sun Jun 29, 2014 09:21 AM
Posted Sun Jun 29, 2014 02:35 PM
Go ahead and rant when you need to. We all do it. But don't lay around wallowing in despair. Everyone on this Earth has their struggles. We just have to do the best we can with our flaws and keep on trucking through it.
Posted Mon Jun 30, 2014 06:24 PM
But, in many ways, bipolars are still in control. It may, for instance, seem impossible to get out of bed and function through the day... but it is possible. It may seem impossible to look on the good side of things, but it is possible even if we don't mean it... eventually, it'll make sense (it's what Cognitive behavioral Therapy boils down to).
I'm not going to belabor the subject: the important part is to own what you can... try not to fall into the despair that everything you think and do is a product of the disorder and there's nothing you can do about it.
Posted Sun Feb 01, 2015 09:01 AM
Posted Thu Nov 05, 2015 07:51 PM
Sorry I'm so late to the party
Posted Thu Jul 21, 2016 07:34 AM
Also, dont apologize for ranting or venting get it all out dont hold anything inside