Sex has fizzled away (once every couple of months) and we are more like 'partners' now.
Still lots of love and cuddles but thats all.
When sex does happen, its gentle, polite and im not exactly a pornstar in the sack.
For quite a while now i have been sharing her videos, photos and chatting to guys online.
I get off on other men finding her attractive and masturbating over her.
I love connecting with a guy and enjoying him messaging me and suggesting things.
Ive watched guys wank on skype (such a turn on) whilst they cum over her on screen and talk to me about her.
I love tributes also.
I enjoy sharing her, but the majority of the time my thoughts and fantasies are quite 'dark'
Im desperate for men to do things to her which i am simply not able to.
Ive been looking at porn - blindfolds, collar, leash, gags, crawling, degrading, forced and rough sex....
And it blows my mind imagining seeing her treated this way.
Strangely, i dont imagine (or desire) myself to do these things to her - but i would give anything to see men treat her rough and abusive.
Its because she is my princess and we are very loving. I can imagine that a guy who has no feelings for her would be able to use her body and push our limits more than i ever could.
Imagining a guy pulling her hair, slapping his cock on her face, ordering her to her knees, calling her names, cumming on her, and treating her like a slut is an incredible turn on.
And the problem is..... i KNOW this sort of sex is what she desires.
Whenever alcohol is involved and she opens up to me in bed... she wants to be treated badly. Pinned down. Swore at, a little bit of pain, and she likes to obey and be slightly frightened and powerless.
Trouble is.... im shit at it! Its just not me.
How do we move this forward with regards to playing with other men in 2017?
Sure, meeting swingers is easy but how do we set the menu and ensure the guy is able to deliver?
And will this destroy our own plain and occasional sex?
Im her partner. Her man.... but we just need somebody who can meet our mutual sexual desires.
Having a long day with our busy lives, then sending her out all dressed up to have: hard, dirty, back scratching, neck biting, hair pulling, filthy talking, brutally rough no strings sex... would be such a release for us both.
I think it would be a very healthy addition to our lives....
But i wonder what my new friends on here think?
This post has been edited by Romans3399: Fri Dec 30, 2016 03:12 PM