When I browse gonewild on reddit or other a mature stuff, I find I want to actually KNOW the women. THey are everything Im no, they are confident with their sexuality and open about it. Arguably a little to open but Im not complaining.
I have this like...I don't know what to call it. Like I understand mentally that women in porn are people, but I keep forgetting. It sounds dumb but I want to get to know a woman who is sexually open, not so I can be sexual with her (though that would be nice) but because I want to get to know her so I can see that she is more than just a hot body, that she has favorite foods, tv shows, and all the stuff other normal people do.
I want a friend like that. Who can help me work through my sexual hangups online. Where I feel safe in anonymity and because I can't meet anyone with my current work situation (which can't change so don't suggest it). I want someone who can encourage me to do what I already want to do and will talk about sex casually and bring it up herself. Im not looking for a girlfriend online, but still looking for something thats not really FWB type deal.
I have no idea where to find that. I mean, Ive tried several subreddits, Ive tried other sites though I don't have the money right now to pay for something like that anyway. I don't know where else to look or what to do.
I'm posting this here because honestly I'm a little desperate and hoping someone will help me
This post has been edited by Ty007: Fri Mar 24, 2017 10:36 PM