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But you can definitely see that there has been a lot of pain, just from the few drawing you have here. If i could make a suggestion that seems to have some psychological backing...
Start a journal, but instead of writing, use your drawings. Even add passages under them about what they mean, and why you chose to draw what you drew. Expressing your feelings can help you accept that you are who you are. And that nobody can change that.
Ive read some of your other posts about how you are very happy with the man you are with, and i am soooo happy for you!! But one thing that this form of expression can do is bring out any deep-seeded fears that you may feel. You can actually be your own best weapon. Just take a pad and start drawing. It may be hard to do at first, to look at a blank sheet and draw something right out of your mind. But when you perfect it, you can actually portray what is bothering you most without consciously knowing that you are doing it. You obviously have a knack for artistry, and it can be a great escape and release from lifes problems.
but from your artwork i can tell you have been hurt in the past, and have suffered from some hard self-image issues. I hate the image that is put out there of beauty and perfection! Especially since beauty and perfection are defined differently for everyone. You found yourself a man that hopefully appreciates you. And he must think you are beautiful and perfect. Life is too short to worry so much about what every single person thinks. And just from what ive read about you wanting so much to please your s/o, i can already tell you are an amazing person. Life is too short to not appreciate what you have been given, if someone tell you otherwish..tell em to kick rocks!
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