Well I was with this girl for about 5 months, we started having sex and it was the first time for both of us.....it was GREAT, we both had sex alot, and it was really fun....she was very adventurous and so am I.
We had an excellent relationship, and I was very in love with her...she said she felt the same.......now she has left me, I am so hurt.....I loved her with everything, and miss her so much. Now she is out partying and making out with other guys.....I have never been so down in my life, I thought having sex with me meant something to her, after all I was her first...now she wont even talk to me....she sais she had no space and I was too attached and to down all the time (I suffer from depression). I guess she wasnt mature enough for a serious relationship and would rather go out and have fun.
I miss her dearly....but am very angry at her for being so cold towards me.
I guess what I'm wondering is.....will I ever enjoy sex like that again, because no other girls seem to turn me on anymore...just her.....we did everything....and it was wonderfull...but now I dont feel I could have that with anyone else.....I fear that there is no other girl that can fill her place.
I am a very sexual person, and I miss having it......I can wait for the right girl to come along.....but will I ever enjoy it like I did with my ex?
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