Recently... i was with a girl.
It was an online-date and we moved on to sex on the 3rd date.
I'm kind of 'gay' on feelings.I mean when i have sex with some girl i start to think about her more..and more and more.[is it falling in love?kind of]
I dont have THAT many relationships in my history.I'm 22 and i've been with 3 women.
I'm talking about the second one now.
So the thing is , do girls Fall In love , if you make them 'come' ?
I'm inexperienced at bed..i finish quickly..sometimes at first i can finish within a minute...So..girls dont enjoy this.
So this girl i'm talking about..Left for the hols and made out with her EX.She used to like him-love him a lot , i knew that , and i blame this for what she did.
But thoughts pass through my mind.......
i'm like an average size on penis...i'm like..below average in time......how can i ever make a girl really WANT ME? I know..and i suppose...that sex is 50% of a relationship........and if the girl just wants that its 100%!..
And i get all anxious and stuff... you know... men... always trying to be "men"... a curse isnt it?..
but then again i think that i should stop being..a shy guy..i always was one..since school..and i should go with more and more women.[even whores]..i can...i'm like good looking...not a perfect 10 but i can find women..easily. So i should just start to be a "man" and just have sex sex sex with as many women i can...so that i learn to do this the right way?And so that i can SEPARATE SEX from LOVE?I m a guy who learns quickly...and wants to get better at what he does..
i'm optimistic..but worried at the same time...
thats my little lifestory.........
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