Haven't been here for awhile now. (Love the new layout!!). Ok, Lately..I haven't been in the mood for sex. I find it disgusting now. Matter of fact, down right repulsive and I do not why. I never use to understand how someone can go weeks without it. Well, now I understand, it's been 4 months since I last have sex.. It's like now I haven't had opportunities to engage in it, its just..I don't know..I don't get the same pleasure from it and I'm now finding it disgusting..
I think about all the consequences that come with sex(pregnancy, disease, etc), and maybe that is turning me off?
I met my best friend online on a personal site a few months ago. Around the time this started..and recently, I've began to develop feelings for her. It took some persistence, but she finally told me she's into to me too. I'm real happy about that. We're just playing the field and enjoying each other's company. She's invited me to her place a few times and I always had some excuse not to go over. Thing is, because I don't want to have sex and that's probably what we'll end up doing since she's hinted at it a few times. I can't find a way to reject her advances without hurting her feelings.
I don't know how am I'm gonna get over this..hump. Any advice?
edit: By the way, I'm able to get an erection and climax, but it doesn't feel good. It just feels...mandatory . To me, the feeling is no different from urinating or using the bathroom=/
This post has been edited by Innuendos: Thu Apr 08, 2010 10:50 AM