Im obsessed with Anal
Posted Wed Jul 19, 2006 05:00 PM
I feel like a pervert really, but there is no use lying to myself. Perhaps its because im an assman, or maybe im an assman because i like anal so much...its like the chicken and the egg thing. Anyway, i lost my virginity at a very young age (14) which i thought was cool at the time, but the sex itself sucked. Sometime after, im not sure how long though, i was very curious about anal. I think I saw it in a porn or something. Anyway, i never had a chance to fuck a girl in the ass until i was about 19 (im 20 now).
It made a monster out of me. Now I crave it all the time...seriously. Its my fetish or something. It got to the point where I was having anal sex a few times a week for months at a time. But then my girl got hurt (Fissure) so i had to stop. It healed eventually, but i have hurt it again and again. I just can't get enough.
Im a very analytical guy, so naturally i wanted to get to the root of this obsession (obesssions can get very unhealthy). Ive heard all of the half-baked criticisms, if you like anal you:
1. are gay
2. have a small penis
3. enjoy humilating/harming women
But none of those are me. Anal is no more gay than oral, and after all, im just not atracted to dudes. It makes me very ill just thinking about it. My penis isnt small either. Its normally a 6 and a halfer, but on my good days it can reach close to 7 (yeah i measured it, dont pretend like you havent either haha). My my girth is more than fine. I have to be kind of careful that I dont get too rough because me hurting her = no sex until shes better. I dont enjoy hurting or humiliating her either... thats not it. Oh and SCAT is the most revulting thing i can imagine, so it has nothing to so with that.
So wtf? Is this weird, is there anyone else like me? I just find female asses to be one of the most beautiful things ever. I find anal sex to be the eptiome of eroticism and of intimacy. Oral is wonderful, vaginal is excellent, but anal...thats in its own leauge. I can t really explain it. Its tighter, more primal, more intense, naughtier, more 'dirty' (note the quotes, shit is disgusting :icon_puke )...you know?
Posted Wed Jul 19, 2006 05:16 PM
You have to ask yourself first... You like it.. But does ur girl enjoy it too?
If she does then it's ok. But this sounds terrible to cos fissure=no sex
You have this preference somehow... Bcos u tried it and found it to be very pleasing and more intimate as it covers ur penis tighter... Just like porn.. Some people will get addicted to porn... Others might not.. I know of this guy who is VERY ADDICTED to porn... He got help from psychiatrist and he got better.. I think u should see the right person for this...
Posted Wed Jul 19, 2006 05:43 PM
She knows im obsessed with anal, and shes ok with it and ok with giving it to me. But my concern is personal, not relational. I am obsessed, and I dont think its something i can get rid of. Sure, i can pretend to not be obsessed, I can delete my anal porn, i can stop haing anal, but in the end, i would only be in denial.
Im more of a "be who you are" type person, so i guess im looking for a reason why i shouldnt have this obsession. It doesnt really interfere with my life...so i can't find a reason why i should stop, conviently.
Posted Wed Jul 19, 2006 05:50 PM
when you become obcessed with anal, and begin to neglect her sex organ, then you do have a problem, and it wont be long before she looks elsewhere for sex
Posted Wed Jul 19, 2006 07:32 PM
Remember what ever you do it takes time so don't think its not working if it doesn't work tomorrow
Posted Thu Jul 20, 2006 12:02 AM