I'm a little confused. I have this boyfriend who I rarely get to see. We met on the net, and basically, I only get to see him every six months when one of us manages to earn the cash for a ticket. I just turned eighteen, though we've been together a while and he's twenty-two.
Today I realized how...sad our sex life is. I mean...Im currently in Seattle to visit him, I won't be here forever, and he's so damn casual about sex. Maybe I'm just hypersexual, I dunno. He had to leave for school early this morning, so I got up, got dressed really nice (complete with corset and garters) and cleaned the house. I cooked, which is definetly NOT one of my strong points, and I sat around waiting for him to get home. He gets home, and I make it as obvious as possible that I want him. Hell, I've BEEN wanting him. And nothing. We go to his brothers house (a treat for me, since in the two years we've been dating I haven't met much of his family) we get back, he has a drink, and goes to bed.
I did everything short of begging him to fuck me to get his attention and still nothing. Im so damn frustrated, Im going to cry. The closest to sex we've gotten in the last three days (I know, wow, three days) is him fingering me and me blowing him. Mind you, I give great head and I like doing it, but I....I dunno. Wanna come? I haven't come with him. Ever. I know he wants me to, but I can't seem to get it off with just straight penetration, and even though he's tried, he's already admitted to me that he's not into the "whole foreplay thing". I just don't know what to do. It seems like the only way for me to be satisfied he has to be unsatisfied, and I just don't see him going through something he doesnt like just to please me. Don't get me wrong, he's NOT a selfish boyfriend. He's sweet and playful and very kind, but....we just dont agree when it comes to sex.
Any advice on what I should do? I'm going insane, and I WANT him. Bad. Mastrubation isn't cutting it, and it feels like my head is gonna explode from lack of sexual gratification.
Did I fail to mention Im completely addicted to my vibrators and I left them at home?
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