I know her past pretty well, and it doesn't really bother me, she's had 6 prior partners to my 4 and one of whom she dated for about 6 years. I was in the habit of always pulling out when I was ready to cum, and one weekend a few months ago we took a weekend trip and she told me to cum inside her, whatever. Just a couple weeks ago, after I finished inside her (something I only do when she tells me, which is maybe a couple times a week) she said "You're the first person I let cum inside me. I dated "X" for 6 years and never let him, is that strange?" I was really thrilled to hear that, and felt closer to her than ever. I asked her if that was true, and she swore on something very serious that it was. She takes BC injections, and for the past month or so she had been feeling kind of different, and a couple of her friends suggested she take a pregnancy test. Results were negative. However, when we got the test, she was reading the box and said, "I've only done one of these once before" which obviously meant I was NOT the first. I was very bothered by that, and she eventually told me that there were 3 that had cum inside her before me. I called her on it, she said I was accusing her of lying, and after that, she said I was the first person she willingly let cum inside her, she was never raped.
In the past, she also said I was the only person she'd ever swallowed before, but on the same she said I was the first person she'd swallowed AFTER intercourse, also not the truth. I don't care so much about her past, but was really bothered that there was fine print behind what she said, and that it wasn't truthful to me. I don't have any doubts about trusting her, and we are very open and honest with each other, and we have developed a good habit of discussing things about our relationship before they build and blow up. We briefly talked about all of this after a day of drinking, but she got confrontational, and then she had to excuse herself to throw up, not because of the alcohol, but because she was that upset, so I ended it there, but I'm not satisfied. I don't understand what "willingly" means, and swallowed after intercourse? I thought those were weak explanations and she acted like I was the one that was being out of line. I cannot explain how crushed I was to hear that she wasn't truthful about the matter, and what she swore on.
Can you help me understand what you think she meant? Should I bring this up again? She also told me "I was the best she ever had" but how can I believe that now? Am I being a baby or out of line? This all happened over the weekend, and we practically live together, but I was just disgusted all day today, it makes me very upset that she would say something that important to me, and it not be true. Should I bring it up one last time? As I said, I don't really care about her past, but I was upset that she said meaningful things that weren't true, and didn't think they were lies at all?
This post has been edited by robot85: Tue Sep 14, 2010 03:47 PM